You're not alone

[allonely]

You're Not Alone​

We've all been there. Depressed... Anxious... Nervous... sometimes even Suicidal. You are not alone no matter how you feel, lately I've been feeling that I'm alone, worthless, broken, an accident in our world and suicidal. These things are horrible to go through and are very painful mentally and physically since I've also been starving myself. But if you suffer these emotions, I'm telling you now that you're not alone. There is always someone there for you, a shoulder to cry on and someone to tell your emotions to.

Being depressed isn't a fun thing, when I was younger I always wanted to be depressed so I knew what it felt like but at the time I didn't know the effects it had on our minds. If anyone reading this is depressed or needs someone to talk to, I am always here for you. This community is here for you. Your friends are here for you .

There is a video on YouTube that I found called "A letter to my best friend " I am happy to call this community more than just friends, but a supportive, loving family. Although some of you may have seen this video before, it will always be here for you watch back if you ever need it.

My depression started off with self image, then it lead into emotion ones. When you lose a parent it's so different to what you think, just imagine coming home from school everyday and see that your brother, sister, father, mother or pet aren't there. It's painful and we try to imagine it as a dream like it isn't real but we have to bring ourselves back to reality when they aren't there. My depression then lead into other issues in life. I messaged a friend on discord and after we talked about it for a bit I messaged him this.

"Everyone goes through a stage of grief in sometime during their life, mine happened when I just turned 12, I was still immature at the time and never expected my mother to pass, but you never can expect a person's death. Normally you'd hope for it to happen when you're an adult, but we never really want our parents to go. I had never experience such a big event in my life, my nana had died when I was 4 but I don't remember her as much. This event that had happened changed my life in ways I would never imagine, even today I sometimes still think it's a dream when really I have to bring myself back to reality. The thing that annoys me the most is that we still don't have an answer on why she died, my dad spends most of his time fighting with the government anxiously waiting for anwsers. This time is mainly when my depression came and I never really noticed it before but over the time it's started to really effect me, in ways that aren't healthy. I might try to distract myself by going on my computer, reading or even talking to a friend but eventually it does come back and the tears come out. My last few weeks with my mum were probably 3 weeks before she died as she was out a lot of the time. I came home from school on the 14th of December 2016 and found out my mother died, and spent the rest of the day balling my eyes out with family. Although I did go to school the next day I was supported by friends and my classmates, but I guess none of them could really experience my pain. I branched out more to my online friends and told them how I really felt first before my real life friends and have only just started to tell a few of my friends I go to school with. I keep getting trauma from the experience and wish it never happened. After it did happen though a lot of things changed in my life, my dad was in debt for the first time, I got depression and never told anyone, I felt alone for a long time and still do."

Anyone reading this, please promise me that if you feel you have too much weight on your shoulders then tell someone. It helps, a lot and you're not the only one in our cruel world that's suffering. A lot of us are.
My point of this thread was to spread awareness to all of those who feel that they're alone, because they aren't.
There are server groups that you may like to talk to such as:
Listeners Group: Click Here
LGBTQ+ Group: Click Here​

 

[Valiencian]

I love it

 

[aiden]

I've never been there actually
Very good job

 

[Desertmeadow]

This is a wonderful message Thank you for speaking up about the things that others are too scared to.

 

[allonely]

I've never been there actually
Very good job

If you've never been there, then trust me you're one lucky duck. It's extremely painful to go through and I posted something about it on my snapchat story and one of my friends thought it was a joke. Some people don't take these kinds of things seriously and then it leads to suicide to some.

 

[aiden]

If you've never been there, then trust me you're one lucky duck. It's extremely painful to go through and I posted something about it on my snapchat story and one of my friends thought it was a joke. Some people don't take these kinds of things seriously and then it leads to suicide to some.

I can't even imagine that feeling.

 

[SilverBlade]

This is a wonderful and powerful statement and you are strong to let it all out. We are here for everyone. I know the fear of loosing my Dad as he is the only one in my , MASSIVE, family that actually cares about me. My mother left when I was in year 3, she never cared about me and didn't treat me like a daughter. I am scared to die but I fear my dads death most as I wouldn't be able to live without him, I'm only 13. If anyone wants to talk and let it all out just message me as well, I even talked to a girl about her whole life problems a couple of months ago.

 

[baepsaee]

Awh you're making me emotional again.
This is so sweet and amazing.
And it's a wonderful message

 

[null000000]

You're Not Alone​

We've all been there. Depressed... Anxious... Nervous... sometimes even Suicidal. You are not alone no matter how you feel, lately I've been feeling that I'm alone, worthless, broken, an accident in our world and suicidal. These things are horrible to go through and are very painful mentally and physically since I've also been starving myself. But if you suffer these emotions, I'm telling you now that you're not alone. There is always someone there for you, a shoulder to cry on and someone to tell your emotions to.

Being depressed isn't a fun thing, when I was younger I always wanted to be depressed so I knew what it felt like but at the time I didn't know the effects it had on our minds. If anyone reading this is depressed or needs someone to talk to, I am always here for you. This community is here for you. Your friends are here for you .

There is a video on YouTube that I found called "A letter to my best friend " I am happy to call this community more then just friends, but a supportive, loving family. Although some of you may have seen this video before, it will always be here for you watch back if you ever need it.

My depression started off with self image, then it lead into emotion ones. When you lose a parent it's so different to what you think, just imagine coming home from school everyday and see that your brother, sister, father, mother or pet aren't there. It's painful and we try to imagine it as a dream like it isn't real but we have to bring ourselves back to reality when they aren't there. My depression then lead into other issues in life. I messaged a friend on discord and after we talked about it for a bit I messaged him this.

"Everyone goes through a stage of grief in sometime during their life, mine happened when I just turned 12, I was still immature at the time and never expected my mother to pass, but you never can expect a person's death. Normally you'd hope for it to happen when you're an adult, but we never really want our parents to go. I had never experience such a big event in my life, my nana had died when I was 4 but I don't remember her as much. This event that had happened changed my life in ways I would never imagine, even today I sometimes still think it's a dream when really I have to bring myself back to reality. The thing that annoys me the most is that we still don't have an answer on why she died, my dad spends most of his time fighting with the government anxiously waiting for anwsers. This time is mainly when my depression came and I never really noticed it before but over the time it's started to really effect me, in ways that aren't healthy. I might try to distract myself by going on my computer, reading or even talking to a friend but eventually it does come back and the tears come out. My last few weeks with my mum were probably 3 weeks before she died as she was out a lot of the time. I came home from school on the 14th of December 2016 and found out my mother died, and spent the rest of the day balling my eyes out with family. Although I did go to school the next day I was supported by friends and my classmates, but I guess none of them could really experience my pain. I branched out more to my online friends and told them how I really felt first before my real life friends and have only just started to tell a few of my friends I go to school with. I keep getting trauma from the experience and wish it never happened. After it did happen though a lot of things changed in my life, my dad was in debt for the first time, I got depression and never told anyone, I felt alone for a long time and still do."

Anyone reading this, please promise me that if you feel you have too much weight on your shoulders then tell someone. It helps, a lot and you're not the only one in our cruel world that's suffering. A lot of us are.
My point of this thread was to spread awareness to all of those who feel that they're alone, because they aren't.
There are server groups that you may like to talk to such as:
Listeners Group: Click Here
LGBTQ+ Group: Click Here​

I been losing a parent before... my father died 8 years ago.. but thanks for the note

 

[SimplyFresh]

I'm so glad someone made a powerful thread to share this message. I've had a lot of depression and I have felt alone at times, but honestly this message has made me realise that someone else is going through rough times too. I'm so so sorry to hear about your family, I couldn't even imagine going through that pain.

 

[SilverBlade]

Having someone by you is the best medicine... but don't forget chocolate or ice cream ;p

 

[KateIsOffline]

I was going to post something inspirational on here, but I deleted it because it was like a joke. So instead I'm going to respond with a really real "I'm here for you." Because I am, and just saying "Sorry" is so much less than showing you. Its about showing you that I'm here, and so is everybody else on PZ. We are all here for you, shoulder to cry on, or a shoulder to stand on and lift you up.

 

[allonely]

I was going to post something inspirational on here, but I deleted it because it was like a joke. So instead I'm going to respond with a really real "I'm here for you." Because I am, and just saying "Sorry" is so much less than showing you. Its about showing you that I'm here, and so is everybody else on PZ. We are all here for you, shoulder to cry on, or a shoulder to stand on and lift you up.

I'm not the only one in our community that should be supported because I made this thread, this thread was directed to every person in the community that feels alone. And you're right, saying sorry doesn't prove anything to a person and makes them feel even more worthless because it's like that person is only saying sorry because they feel that they NEED to say something even though they don't care about the person. (Well that was from my own personal experiences)

 

[Arujann]

I think this was sweet to write but I do have a slight issue, I don't think it's fair for anyone (not saying you are, or anyone here is- just hear me out) to go around and claim that they have depression or anxiety because it isn't fair to the people who have actually been diagnosed with one or both. I have been to countless physicians and therapists and trust me, when someone undiagnosed claims that they have a mental illness- yeah, it's a bit offensive. I understand that a lot of people do in fact diagnose themselves correctly, but a lot of people falsely diagnose themselves. It's upsetting because the past few years, depression and suicide has been glorified to an extent where it's "cool" to be sad. Which it isn't. Hormones change when you enter your teenage years and your emotions fluctuate. A large amount of kids between 12 and 13 go through a period of sadness, I went through it myself- but that's just hormones. Hormones do not equal depression. Depression is a serious illness, I've been diagnosed for 2 years now and every day is a struggle. Again, I'm not saying you're lying about anything but if you are not diagnosed- please don't try to claim you are or claim you have something until you know for certain. Regardless of my little rant, this was a sweet little message and I'm sure it made a lot of people smile.

 

[allonely]

I think this was sweet to write but I do have a slight issue, I don't think it's fair for anyone (not saying you are, or anyone here is- just hear me out) to go around and claim that they have depression or anxiety because it isn't fair to the people who have actually been diagnosed with one or both. I have been to countless physicians and therapists and trust me, when someone undiagnosed claims that they have a mental illness- yeah, it's a bit offensive. I understand that a lot of people do in fact diagnose themselves correctly, but a lot of people falsely diagnose themselves. It's upsetting because the past few years, depression and suicide has been glorified to an extent where it's "cool" to be sad. Which it isn't. Hormones change when you enter your teenage years and your emotions fluctuate. A large amount of kids between 12 and 13 go through a period of sadness, I went through it myself- but that's just hormones. Hormones do not equal depression. Depression is a serious illness, I've been diagnosed for 2 years now and every day is a struggle. Again, I'm not saying you're lying about anything but if you are not diagnosed- please don't try to claim you are or claim you have something until you know for certain. Regardless of my little rant, this was a sweet little message and I'm sure it made a lot of people smile.

Some of my friends have been going through that stage of just some sadness but for me I barely feel motivated to do things, suicidal thoughts, a mistake in our world and other symptoms of depression. I've recently started going a physcian and I've been told that I have indeed been diagnosed with depression. It is sad to see that multiple people go around claiming that they have been diagnosed and I know what you mean when you say it's offensive to those who have actually been diagnosed. I'm constantly feeling sad or just feel nothing, I'm not motivated to do the things that I used to love doing. I feel like I'm in a room of sadness and where ever I turn I can never see the exit. I'm not saying that you were accusing me of having pretending to be diagnosed but you can never really know how someone feels though a message. I could never expect you to know truth since we have really only seen each other online. I know that what you said was only a rant but this is just my opinion about it.

 

[CJLM]

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[wvnd]

If this is happening to you, there is always a little light in the darkest days. Have strength everyone

 

[ilyd]