Hi, it's me merp. I don't know how many actually remember me but for those who do yes I am alive. I know i have not been active in awhile and i'm basically completely inactive. I guess I just want to kind of explain my disappearance and what is happening with me for those who are wondering.
I started becoming inactive after I became no longer staff. I want to clear up with me no longer being staff has nothing do with why I have become inactive. I resigned of my own free will, and I have no hard feelings against the staff team at all and I still care deeply about the staff team so please don't think that is why I have become inactive because it's not why. I will admit I have grown away from Partyzone and minecraft in general. I guess it just hasn't felt as fun as it used to be for me. Though a part of my heart will always love partyzone.
It is hard for me to visit partyzone because when I log on I feel like I want to cry because of all the unforgettable memories I have made on here makes it hard because I know those memories and those experiences and those moments will never happen again. The old days are gone and so are a lot of people in those memories (not everyone) I know people have their reasons and I respect that. But when I go on PZ I want the old PZ not this current PZ and it hurts cause I know it isn't going to happen. I honestly will say i have NOTHING against this partyzone, it just that this partyzone doesn't feel like the one I grew attached to. I don't know if it is because so many of my friends are now no longer active or if it just due to all the changes that I don't feel like this is the PZ i used to know. Though I will always love Partyzone and I know the staff team and people in insights are working hard on making Pz better and I am proud and support all of them, and I do wish them luck!!!
I can truly and openly say I don't think I'll ever be truly active on here again. I might visit, I might not. Who knows, maybe it is my time to say goodbye to partyzone. I guess it just makes me sad to say goodbye because so many of my old friends have already said it and I know I am leaving some behind. So, I will say i'll occasionally drop by maybe and say Hi cause a part of me will not want to let Pz and everyone go. I have loved every moment on pz the good and the bad, the hard parts and the easy parts. I want to thank PZ for giving me what was a second home.
Some thank you to the people down below:
@jedijoe - Oh joe, i don't even know where to begin. I love you so much as a friend and you have been one of the only people to still stick by my side during this inactive phrase. I promise I'll try to talk to you more, at least through discord because you have never given up on me and for that I am truly grateful. When I first met you when you joined the staff team after me I didn't know how much I would grow to care about you and even fall in love with you and how much I enjoy your company. Please never stop being this amazing guy you are. Any girl would truly be lucky to have you.
@Exagora - Jules, I know you have this pretty new username but you'll always be Jules to me. We go back to way before either of us were ever staff, and honestly I am so glad to have gotten to call you my friend. I have watched you grow and better yourself in so many ways and you have made me so proud to be able to call you my friend. You have been and are an inspiration to me and to so many others. You have taught me so much and for that I am grateful and I love you so much as a friend and I know you are doing great things and you are going to continue on doing these great things.
@ABennn - Ben, I love you so much as a friend!!! I am SO SO SO proud of you!! I have watched you come such a long way and I am so happy to have you as my friend. I can still remember you when we met when you were called emerald. You showed me that a second chance is always possible if you work hard and try hard to fix mistakes and try to do better. You and me have so many inside jokes that i'll never forget.. You were always one of my biggest supporters and I hope I have been the same for you. You have taught me many valuable lessons and for those I am grateful, meeting you made me a better person.
@Amandq - I know you aren't active anymore and I respect that and I know you might not see this again but I can't say this farewell from partyzone without thanking you. You were always there when I needed to let my sadness out and you literally have saved my life more than once and I am so grateful. When I first met you I honestly didn't think we'd ever become more than just good friends but we have and you have been constantly there hearing my pain and letting me lean on you when I cried and to make me feel better again. You have made me have some amazing memories and you have really given me valuable advice and I love you so so so much as a friend! And I will say I truly miss you and I want to talk more!! Thanks for letting me call you my friend.
@Arlah - We go so far back and I know we haven't been super close in a very long time but I still and will always consider you one of my best friends on here. You are the one that showed me what a wonderful place Pz is but more importantly what a wonderful and amazing person you are. I'll never forget any of our memories whether it would be when we played Elite Survival every day or the times we played murder with each other. I'll always remember our daughter "bell" (a wood door in E.S) and the old ship name #Merlah. You taught me it is okay to be open with who you love and I am so grateful for you!!
@Calico @Cat @Fox @Grizzly @hharis @Nerdehhh @PepperMints @Val @Richi @Twixela @strawberriess @GlowingLights @Etgar - Thank you for being a part of my journey on this server!!
@EVERYONE ON PARTYZONE - I love you all so much, sorry if I didn't tag you I couldn't tag everyone but I love you all and thank you all for everything!
I started becoming inactive after I became no longer staff. I want to clear up with me no longer being staff has nothing do with why I have become inactive. I resigned of my own free will, and I have no hard feelings against the staff team at all and I still care deeply about the staff team so please don't think that is why I have become inactive because it's not why. I will admit I have grown away from Partyzone and minecraft in general. I guess it just hasn't felt as fun as it used to be for me. Though a part of my heart will always love partyzone.
It is hard for me to visit partyzone because when I log on I feel like I want to cry because of all the unforgettable memories I have made on here makes it hard because I know those memories and those experiences and those moments will never happen again. The old days are gone and so are a lot of people in those memories (not everyone) I know people have their reasons and I respect that. But when I go on PZ I want the old PZ not this current PZ and it hurts cause I know it isn't going to happen. I honestly will say i have NOTHING against this partyzone, it just that this partyzone doesn't feel like the one I grew attached to. I don't know if it is because so many of my friends are now no longer active or if it just due to all the changes that I don't feel like this is the PZ i used to know. Though I will always love Partyzone and I know the staff team and people in insights are working hard on making Pz better and I am proud and support all of them, and I do wish them luck!!!
I can truly and openly say I don't think I'll ever be truly active on here again. I might visit, I might not. Who knows, maybe it is my time to say goodbye to partyzone. I guess it just makes me sad to say goodbye because so many of my old friends have already said it and I know I am leaving some behind. So, I will say i'll occasionally drop by maybe and say Hi cause a part of me will not want to let Pz and everyone go. I have loved every moment on pz the good and the bad, the hard parts and the easy parts. I want to thank PZ for giving me what was a second home.
Some thank you to the people down below:
@jedijoe - Oh joe, i don't even know where to begin. I love you so much as a friend and you have been one of the only people to still stick by my side during this inactive phrase. I promise I'll try to talk to you more, at least through discord because you have never given up on me and for that I am truly grateful. When I first met you when you joined the staff team after me I didn't know how much I would grow to care about you and even fall in love with you and how much I enjoy your company. Please never stop being this amazing guy you are. Any girl would truly be lucky to have you.
@Exagora - Jules, I know you have this pretty new username but you'll always be Jules to me. We go back to way before either of us were ever staff, and honestly I am so glad to have gotten to call you my friend. I have watched you grow and better yourself in so many ways and you have made me so proud to be able to call you my friend. You have been and are an inspiration to me and to so many others. You have taught me so much and for that I am grateful and I love you so much as a friend and I know you are doing great things and you are going to continue on doing these great things.
@ABennn - Ben, I love you so much as a friend!!! I am SO SO SO proud of you!! I have watched you come such a long way and I am so happy to have you as my friend. I can still remember you when we met when you were called emerald. You showed me that a second chance is always possible if you work hard and try hard to fix mistakes and try to do better. You and me have so many inside jokes that i'll never forget.. You were always one of my biggest supporters and I hope I have been the same for you. You have taught me many valuable lessons and for those I am grateful, meeting you made me a better person.
@Amandq - I know you aren't active anymore and I respect that and I know you might not see this again but I can't say this farewell from partyzone without thanking you. You were always there when I needed to let my sadness out and you literally have saved my life more than once and I am so grateful. When I first met you I honestly didn't think we'd ever become more than just good friends but we have and you have been constantly there hearing my pain and letting me lean on you when I cried and to make me feel better again. You have made me have some amazing memories and you have really given me valuable advice and I love you so so so much as a friend! And I will say I truly miss you and I want to talk more!! Thanks for letting me call you my friend.
@Arlah - We go so far back and I know we haven't been super close in a very long time but I still and will always consider you one of my best friends on here. You are the one that showed me what a wonderful place Pz is but more importantly what a wonderful and amazing person you are. I'll never forget any of our memories whether it would be when we played Elite Survival every day or the times we played murder with each other. I'll always remember our daughter "bell" (a wood door in E.S) and the old ship name #Merlah. You taught me it is okay to be open with who you love and I am so grateful for you!!
@Calico @Cat @Fox @Grizzly @hharis @Nerdehhh @PepperMints @Val @Richi @Twixela @strawberriess @GlowingLights @Etgar - Thank you for being a part of my journey on this server!!
@EVERYONE ON PARTYZONE - I love you all so much, sorry if I didn't tag you I couldn't tag everyone but I love you all and thank you all for everything!
