Real Me ☆*RANT*☆

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Hello

You've read my story in life. But you dont know me....
This is scary to me... but i want to be honest with people because i just realized, my friends know nothing AT ALL about me except 1. I did a quiz and no one got higher then 50 except my 1, so now i know she actually is true and not just someone who seems fake. These questions were super easy, which is WHY i realized no one knows me... starting online, i want to tell you who i really am

I'm a 14 year old girl whos short for her age and everyone likes me because i get along with lots of people easily and i'm just that kind of person. Unfortunately i'm used as a bank when it comes to secrets, i honestly hold atleast 1 of everyone of my class mates deepest secrets. I dont want these secrets. I dont care about them. Im pulled over and ranted to. No one cares about me. No one knows me. They only think they do, what they do know is you can trust me with EVERYTHING. Secret famous pop star? BAM, kept secret and no one ever found out while she was in hiding. You can trust me with life. Atleast thats what everyone says. One of my BFF's ( the one who knows nothing about me and pretty much uses me.... she more a fake friend :( ) Just uses me basically for keeping secrets and rants about how she hates this person or about whats going on HER life. Its never, Hey Meep how ya doin? What you doing?
Its always about her. I try hint i want some attention but she continues re-ranting. I rarely have ever talked about myself. And ive gotten so used to it being about the other person when someone asks about me i just go: ... um k, so anymore stuff you need to tell me ?
But what people dont know about me is that i'm just like them. Wants some attention, loves art, loves sports, enjoys listenting to Eds new song.... i love animals and i love everyone who has respect. (BTW Sorry this turning into a rant about being used... but this my life so ...) I love art... and my family consider me a cat whisper and occasionally dog whisper. I love sitting outside and sketching the first thing i see. I love playing basketball with people who i know are my real friends. Not like the ones who use me. I love lifeguard training on Fridays. I love the ocean. I love joking and climbing trees... (and falling off trees ;)) I just wish i could express myself in these ways more and not have to go into school smiling making sure everyone else is too and embarrassing myself to make them happy, even when im sad im making sure someones dead laughing.... its stupid but it is my life...

Sorry about ranting hahaha, im just as bad as some people ;) Thanks if you actually read this far... i feel bad for you :D ;)
 
It's good that you vented your feelings somewhere. Just know that if everyone is being self-centered in the real world, you always have a great online community to come to where people will always listen to YOUR feelings. <3
 
Keeping everyone's secrets can be hard, and you're a strong person for being able, even when you don't want to. Just know that the PZ community is here for you if you need someone to talk to, or rant to for that matter. ;P
It's good that you vented your feelings somewhere. Just know that if everyone is being self-centered in the real world, you always have a great online community to come to where people will always listen to YOUR feelings. <3
People actually read my rant :eek:
Thank you so much though❤
 
Don't worry I have been there:) I was use for secrets and rants as well. Remember you can always come to PZ to rant and be yourself. <3
 
Ya it's okay to be annoyed about stuff like that.
 
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