“My brother will die over and over again for the rest of my life. Grief is forever. It doesn’t go away; it becomes a part of you, step for step, breath for breath. I will never stop grieving for Josh because I will never stop loving him. That’s just how it is. Grief and love are conjoined, you don’t get one without the other. All I can do is love him, and love the world, emulate him by living with daring and spirit and joy.”
I'm sorry this just a quote the speaks to me