Ok, recently I'v been freakingh out about my life because of the thing that I'm now afraid to do. Sleep. Yeah, yeah laugh at me if you want to when you finish reading this but I swear, if you say I'm hallucinating, then my brain is very good at convincing me on fake stuff irl then on games, AND I SEE A LOT OF STUFF ONLINE THAG DONT HAPPEN.
So, let me begin on why I'm scared to go to sleep.
When I was little, I'd used to have a lot of realistic dreams, and were all possible if I did that one thing, but of course being a little toddler it didn't happen and went off to play games with my brothers. Then when I was about mid primary (10 years old) one of my dream came true. (Yes go ahead laugh at me) but I wouldn't say it was a proper dream, it was more of a picture that I would forget until moments later when it happens. So it was only small, I was at my friend's house, playing an intense game of Happy Wars (what? It's still a very good game) when a cat that I'v never seen before just pops out from behind the window and stares at me. The same way/ picture that happened in my dream. I still remembered what I did, I stared back at the cat and accidentally dropped the controller on my friend's foot. Later on I lost but that didn't stop me from worrying until of course the next day. I didn't have another experience until one year later when I was 11, they started happening again. My friends getting into fights, weirdo's at one place at one time, dogs or cats running running around the corner, all these stuff happened exactly the same way it was like in my dream. This is when I started to pick up that some of my dreams really truely happened. Still I dismissed it until recently. Recently being that stupid me thinking that I can do anything, thought I could practice on the next fighting unit in knife throwing, I was just swinging it around and then it slipped out of my hand and just narrowly missed my hand and landing perfectly in the apple. See in my dream I only saw the knife and the apple, and you can images how scared I was when it happened in front of me. I haven't really told anyone but my boyfriend and he says he had something like that happen but that was only once, and I want other peoples opinions and if this has happened to anyone.
So, let me begin on why I'm scared to go to sleep.
When I was little, I'd used to have a lot of realistic dreams, and were all possible if I did that one thing, but of course being a little toddler it didn't happen and went off to play games with my brothers. Then when I was about mid primary (10 years old) one of my dream came true. (Yes go ahead laugh at me) but I wouldn't say it was a proper dream, it was more of a picture that I would forget until moments later when it happens. So it was only small, I was at my friend's house, playing an intense game of Happy Wars (what? It's still a very good game) when a cat that I'v never seen before just pops out from behind the window and stares at me. The same way/ picture that happened in my dream. I still remembered what I did, I stared back at the cat and accidentally dropped the controller on my friend's foot. Later on I lost but that didn't stop me from worrying until of course the next day. I didn't have another experience until one year later when I was 11, they started happening again. My friends getting into fights, weirdo's at one place at one time, dogs or cats running running around the corner, all these stuff happened exactly the same way it was like in my dream. This is when I started to pick up that some of my dreams really truely happened. Still I dismissed it until recently. Recently being that stupid me thinking that I can do anything, thought I could practice on the next fighting unit in knife throwing, I was just swinging it around and then it slipped out of my hand and just narrowly missed my hand and landing perfectly in the apple. See in my dream I only saw the knife and the apple, and you can images how scared I was when it happened in front of me. I haven't really told anyone but my boyfriend and he says he had something like that happen but that was only once, and I want other peoples opinions and if this has happened to anyone.
but uh I see things that I'm not supposed to be seeing on the internet and uh I have the same problem as you, but you're aren't crazy, since it happens