Okay i saw @Emohh do this and this inspired me to share my story. I even remembered certain things. Thank you Emohh 
I was a lil nugget when i got minecraft. 2012. I remember i wasnt actually allowed get it. But i went into Gamestop with my sister and bought it anyway. So i started the game. So exited. I couldnt understand anything if im being honest. So i stopped playing minecraft for a long while. A long long while. And i moved onto Sims. Then in 2014, minecraft youtubers were like, getting way more popular. (In my point of view.) So i found people like "Stampy" "Squid" and the people i found MCPZ off of. "Ashdubh" and "Ldshadowlady".
Lizzie didnt really play mcpz but she inspired me to rejoin minecraft. In fact. She reintroduced me to it. 2014. Know I'd consider myself new then. Mostly because i had played minecraft like, 8 times in total. And i played other servers. Until i saw Ash to this video in murder. The old map, blackout. Which i actually miss now that i think about it. This game looked so fun. Soooo. Being me. I searched the ip. I couldnt find it for ages. Because i was spelling it MZPC.... so i continued dowloading mods and joining other servers. Then. I had a friend who played on some other server. She said she was bored of the current one. And invited me. So we played murder for ageeeess and i think in 2015/2016 (pretty sure end 2015) i met, Arujann and Alexonn.
Me and them were like good friends, and then my username was LizzyShadowBae or something. We met in a murder game. I think it was because of my username? I dont remember that well.... but back then. I was a non rank, Alexonn was still elite and Arujann was elite+. We were those kinda "Lets play murder" friends. And i think Arujann introduced me to creative aswell. Which i started joining more often. Soon that group broke up. I don't really know why or remember. I think it was that i stopped hanging out in murder. And Alex was slightly on less. I cant be sure. But it was a good time, it was my first encounter with friends on mcpz.
Unfortunately i was back to the little person with no one to talk to. Until. I met MeepySheepy. I mean we were already slight friends, we'd say hi and that was it. But it kinda felt like making a new friend when we started talking. Meepy introduced me to Kona. To Josh (her bf) and Purplex, me and Purplex didnt really talk but i did with the others. I ended up in a good group. Then i found discord. Where i met.... 2 girls. Who i will leave nameless. Now. This all happened August 27th. I remember because of what happened... i was going through a horrible time. Everything was so hard. And it still goes on as i speak. I wont talk about what happened, its personal and involves a lot of people. I told one girl "ugh i cant wait till everything gets better." And that girl replied to me with.. "Tbh idc no one cares about your personal life and all that stuff." And the subject was our personal lives. We were talking about her. She didnt even know how bad my situation was at that very time. I told the other girl. Who supported her. And i was left hurt, and i left the server. For a long while. Because i was messed up. I was so mad at those girls. I told a friend who explained to me that this girl is only in it for herself. And some things i cant actually repeat because he told me how she likes to expose peoples personal life, make them feel bad about everything, make them think shes going through hard times. When shes actually not. And i left every server she was on. Leaving me with with one server.... i couldnt go to mcpz anymore. My safe place was gone.... my friends? We stopped talking.
I think i rejoined about 2 months later? Making it 2016 October. Mhm. Her friend, not the friend who betrayed me. Told me that she hated mcpz. Why? She got banned for hacking.... she denied it to everyone. Even me, the person she once told she uses hacks all the time except for one server. It was finally my safe place again. Since the situation was getting better and all that. My godmothers daughter bought me VIP. I was so happy. It was nice to have all these perks and know, that i just helped a community.
March fell, it felt like all my good friends were getting helper. In fact. Basically 3 of my good friends are still tight. I have kept in touch with people like Kcna, and my father Eggar who i became friends with after seeing him with Miikaa as helper. I knew Miikaa. I didnt know they were related xD and now my father and mother are also my aunt and uncle xD April graced me. I had recieved a lot of money from a certain celebration and i asked someone to pay for it and I'd return the money. So i got my elite rank. I paid for it, making me feel so happy i, myself, helped such an amazing community
I have no plans of leaving anytime soon. I want to help the server in anyway possible and i hope i can make more good friends.
I was a lil nugget when i got minecraft. 2012. I remember i wasnt actually allowed get it. But i went into Gamestop with my sister and bought it anyway. So i started the game. So exited. I couldnt understand anything if im being honest. So i stopped playing minecraft for a long while. A long long while. And i moved onto Sims. Then in 2014, minecraft youtubers were like, getting way more popular. (In my point of view.) So i found people like "Stampy" "Squid" and the people i found MCPZ off of. "Ashdubh" and "Ldshadowlady".
Lizzie didnt really play mcpz but she inspired me to rejoin minecraft. In fact. She reintroduced me to it. 2014. Know I'd consider myself new then. Mostly because i had played minecraft like, 8 times in total. And i played other servers. Until i saw Ash to this video in murder. The old map, blackout. Which i actually miss now that i think about it. This game looked so fun. Soooo. Being me. I searched the ip. I couldnt find it for ages. Because i was spelling it MZPC.... so i continued dowloading mods and joining other servers. Then. I had a friend who played on some other server. She said she was bored of the current one. And invited me. So we played murder for ageeeess and i think in 2015/2016 (pretty sure end 2015) i met, Arujann and Alexonn.
Me and them were like good friends, and then my username was LizzyShadowBae or something. We met in a murder game. I think it was because of my username? I dont remember that well.... but back then. I was a non rank, Alexonn was still elite and Arujann was elite+. We were those kinda "Lets play murder" friends. And i think Arujann introduced me to creative aswell. Which i started joining more often. Soon that group broke up. I don't really know why or remember. I think it was that i stopped hanging out in murder. And Alex was slightly on less. I cant be sure. But it was a good time, it was my first encounter with friends on mcpz.
Unfortunately i was back to the little person with no one to talk to. Until. I met MeepySheepy. I mean we were already slight friends, we'd say hi and that was it. But it kinda felt like making a new friend when we started talking. Meepy introduced me to Kona. To Josh (her bf
) and Purplex, me and Purplex didnt really talk but i did with the others. I ended up in a good group. Then i found discord. Where i met.... 2 girls. Who i will leave nameless. Now. This all happened August 27th. I remember because of what happened... i was going through a horrible time. Everything was so hard. And it still goes on as i speak. I wont talk about what happened, its personal and involves a lot of people. I told one girl "ugh i cant wait till everything gets better." And that girl replied to me with.. "Tbh idc no one cares about your personal life and all that stuff." And the subject was our personal lives. We were talking about her. She didnt even know how bad my situation was at that very time. I told the other girl. Who supported her. And i was left hurt, and i left the server. For a long while. Because i was messed up. I was so mad at those girls. I told a friend who explained to me that this girl is only in it for herself. And some things i cant actually repeat because he told me how she likes to expose peoples personal life, make them feel bad about everything, make them think shes going through hard times. When shes actually not. And i left every server she was on. Leaving me with with one server.... i couldnt go to mcpz anymore. My safe place was gone.... my friends? We stopped talking.I think i rejoined about 2 months later? Making it 2016 October. Mhm. Her friend, not the friend who betrayed me. Told me that she hated mcpz. Why? She got banned for hacking.... she denied it to everyone. Even me, the person she once told she uses hacks all the time except for one server. It was finally my safe place again. Since the situation was getting better and all that. My godmothers daughter bought me VIP. I was so happy. It was nice to have all these perks and know, that i just helped a community.
March fell, it felt like all my good friends were getting helper. In fact. Basically 3 of my good friends are still tight. I have kept in touch with people like Kcna, and my father Eggar who i became friends with after seeing him with Miikaa as helper. I knew Miikaa. I didnt know they were related xD and now my father and mother are also my aunt and uncle
xD April graced me. I had recieved a lot of money from a certain celebration and i asked someone to pay for it and I'd return the money. So i got my elite rank. I paid for it, making me feel so happy i, myself, helped such an amazing community I have no plans of leaving anytime soon. I want to help the server in anyway possible and i hope i can make more good friends.
Shoutouts:
@Meepy :c the girl who took me in when i was lost, such a close friend, she was always there for me when i was down, she helped me so much through the tough times without even realizing it. Words cant expreds how much you've helped. Thank you for being part of my life and journey❤
@AIex hah, you probably wouldnt recognise me that well. But i want to thank you for introducing me to Sam and being litreally my first friend on mcpz. That was my o.g mcpz friend and thank you for being so kind to me! Even though i was a massive noob
@Arujann i dont even know if you remember me at all. But if you do i want to thank you for the reasons i gave Alex, my 2nd mcpz nugget friend. Im sorry you resigned. You were an amazing staff. And i forever love you my child❤
@Miikaa & @Eggar you are just, my senpais. I love you guys so much. Thank you for being so kind to a smol child like me and i hope i can get to know you both better❤❤
@Dizzeh you are litreally beautiful, i love your personality and your so kind to everyone. You've been here so long, still so bright and you were like a role model to me on my early pz days.
@Kona my aunty ❤ words cannot describe how much i adore you. You're always smiling, your so nice to everyone and you really do deserve Helper next to your name❤
I dont think i should tag anymore people, ive annoyed enough of you guys. But those i didnt tag, thank you so much for being yourselves and being so kind. I love you all ❤
@Meepy :c the girl who took me in when i was lost, such a close friend, she was always there for me when i was down, she helped me so much through the tough times without even realizing it. Words cant expreds how much you've helped. Thank you for being part of my life and journey❤
@AIex hah, you probably wouldnt recognise me that well. But i want to thank you for introducing me to Sam and being litreally my first friend on mcpz. That was my o.g mcpz friend and thank you for being so kind to me! Even though i was a massive noob
@Arujann i dont even know if you remember me at all. But if you do i want to thank you for the reasons i gave Alex, my 2nd mcpz nugget friend. Im sorry you resigned. You were an amazing staff. And i forever love you my child❤
@Miikaa & @Eggar you are just, my senpais. I love you guys so much. Thank you for being so kind to a smol child like me and i hope i can get to know you both better❤❤
@Dizzeh you are litreally beautiful, i love your personality and your so kind to everyone. You've been here so long, still so bright and you were like a role model to me on my early pz days.
@Kona my aunty ❤ words cannot describe how much i adore you. You're always smiling, your so nice to everyone and you really do deserve Helper next to your name❤
I dont think i should tag anymore people, ive annoyed enough of you guys. But those i didnt tag, thank you so much for being yourselves and being so kind. I love you all ❤
