Of course, this is because I was more focused on making a joke of my presence than I was actually opening up to you. Foolish? Quite.
I'm Apollo, I'm an avid MCPZ player and love to express myself in my artwork. I've taken routes throughout my life that depleted my motivation for doing such art, so all I do is sit at home and strum my guitar while I'm "off my rocker". Interesting life.
I love to explore, and love to find adventure in the surrounding environment. I'll become easily depressed and hollow if my life lacks adventure, so I drive out to places across the country often. In particular, I love deserts and experiencing the rough sides of life without putting myself in much harm. These drives, trips, ventures, release me of my boredom and send me into my own sense of paradise. This is the reason that I read as often as I do, to inspire me and make my life feel more eventful.
Like I said previously, I love to draw. I've opened my mind to the digital arts and discovered how to make things work as they should. This means I'm an excellent designer and know how to make themes fit and seem "right" to the eye. I release my emotion through my means of sketching, which I do too often for my own good. There's been points my GPA's fallen by over 5 points simply because I'm more focused on my artwork than I am studying and preparing for my academics. I've improved my management of priorities over the past year, and my GPA's cruising at a decent 88.
I also let music be a great part of my life, because I don't have much else. It's my way to let out any unwanted, spontaneous energy. I'll write chord studies or sing what's on my mind at any given time, simply because it's become such a great part of my life. I started off listening to a few metal artists as a young boy, and since then over the past years my taste has blossomed. For the last months I've enjoyed more Avant-garde genres, such as experimenting with Noise Rock, ambient and Psychedelia.
If I'm left alone, and I feel it necessary, I will think. Thinking can open my mind to brilliant ideas, new theories on life's importance, and make me realize more and more about why we're here and what our goal is to accomplish. However, it also lets damaging, painful memories from an exploited, abusive childhood. Neither are pleasant, but they both offer sweet release.
I truly am an interesting character. I'm hell, and I'm heaven. I'm a bittersweet symphony, a haunting screech into the night, where nobody can hear. I'm a raven soaring high, and a missile to strike that raven down to the grounds of desperation. I'm... Apollo. I'll always be Apollo, and nothing will take that from me.
I'm Apollo, I'm an avid MCPZ player and love to express myself in my artwork. I've taken routes throughout my life that depleted my motivation for doing such art, so all I do is sit at home and strum my guitar while I'm "off my rocker". Interesting life.
I love to explore, and love to find adventure in the surrounding environment. I'll become easily depressed and hollow if my life lacks adventure, so I drive out to places across the country often. In particular, I love deserts and experiencing the rough sides of life without putting myself in much harm. These drives, trips, ventures, release me of my boredom and send me into my own sense of paradise. This is the reason that I read as often as I do, to inspire me and make my life feel more eventful.
Like I said previously, I love to draw. I've opened my mind to the digital arts and discovered how to make things work as they should. This means I'm an excellent designer and know how to make themes fit and seem "right" to the eye. I release my emotion through my means of sketching, which I do too often for my own good. There's been points my GPA's fallen by over 5 points simply because I'm more focused on my artwork than I am studying and preparing for my academics. I've improved my management of priorities over the past year, and my GPA's cruising at a decent 88.
I also let music be a great part of my life, because I don't have much else. It's my way to let out any unwanted, spontaneous energy. I'll write chord studies or sing what's on my mind at any given time, simply because it's become such a great part of my life. I started off listening to a few metal artists as a young boy, and since then over the past years my taste has blossomed. For the last months I've enjoyed more Avant-garde genres, such as experimenting with Noise Rock, ambient and Psychedelia.
If I'm left alone, and I feel it necessary, I will think. Thinking can open my mind to brilliant ideas, new theories on life's importance, and make me realize more and more about why we're here and what our goal is to accomplish. However, it also lets damaging, painful memories from an exploited, abusive childhood. Neither are pleasant, but they both offer sweet release.
I truly am an interesting character. I'm hell, and I'm heaven. I'm a bittersweet symphony, a haunting screech into the night, where nobody can hear. I'm a raven soaring high, and a missile to strike that raven down to the grounds of desperation. I'm... Apollo. I'll always be Apollo, and nothing will take that from me.
