Hello everyone,
I've been seeing a few messages from other players regarding them leaving the server, and I feel, in a way, that me leaving was not a secret, however, I never got the chance to properly say goodbye and how much this server meant and still means to me.
For those who don't know me, I am Etgar (some may know me as Nixonn). I started playing PartyZone when I was just under thirteen years of age with the most cringe worthy username: Cowsrule137. (Til this day, I still have no idea why I chose that as a username). Since I was 13, I applied for staff until finally I got accepted as Helper on March 11, 2017. Being staff has given me the opportunity to meet a lot of players who I now call my family. I have to be honest, being a member has not always been sunshines and rainbows. I've created a lot of trouble and used a lot of people as my emotional punching back and I do apologise for my actions. But as I grew older, I learned that it's good to let those feelings out, because otherwise I wouldn't have been here where I am now. I've met amazing people who helped me and supported me during my darkest of times and still I cannot thank them enough for being there for me when my actual friends and family didn't want to. Yesterday I logged onto PZ and saw how much it has changed since I first joined and I am proud to say that I've been there during some of the server's best times. However, it's time to go as I do not see a need for me here anymore.
Before I end off this message, I would like to thank the following people. We necessarily may not be on good terms, but I want to thank everyone I've mentioned because without the struggles, drama and hope, I wouldn't be the me that I am today:
Kona, Laura, Lilli, Ben, Wolfy, Spirits, Aura, Alex, Jules, Nashi, Haris, Lewie, Jade, Kiwi, Berry, Grizzly, Ash, Iruu, Snowy, BlueBirdy, Morphic, Kirstree, Aluux, GamerGuts, Daniela, Reese, Arujann, momo, major, Dizzeh, sabrina, strawberriess, Val, Veno, Alfie, FLowercrownn, SHreya, Bheryl, Merp, Xienah, Thelma, ewsies, PolarBear, Spud, Snowehh.
These are the people who shaped me into the person I am now and I cannot be more thankful for them to have influenced me to become a better version of myself, regardless if our interaction was good or bad.
I would like to tell everyone that regardless of who you are, what you look like, who you love or what you believe in, you are loved, because I love you. Stay true to yourself and don't let other people upset you easily, because in the end, it's your life, not their's. You do you.
If any of you want to talk with me, need a listener when you're feeling down, or want a new friend, my messages are always open. Feel free to message me on Discord: Etgar#0830
Etgar out.
I've been seeing a few messages from other players regarding them leaving the server, and I feel, in a way, that me leaving was not a secret, however, I never got the chance to properly say goodbye and how much this server meant and still means to me.
For those who don't know me, I am Etgar (some may know me as Nixonn). I started playing PartyZone when I was just under thirteen years of age with the most cringe worthy username: Cowsrule137. (Til this day, I still have no idea why I chose that as a username). Since I was 13, I applied for staff until finally I got accepted as Helper on March 11, 2017. Being staff has given me the opportunity to meet a lot of players who I now call my family. I have to be honest, being a member has not always been sunshines and rainbows. I've created a lot of trouble and used a lot of people as my emotional punching back and I do apologise for my actions. But as I grew older, I learned that it's good to let those feelings out, because otherwise I wouldn't have been here where I am now. I've met amazing people who helped me and supported me during my darkest of times and still I cannot thank them enough for being there for me when my actual friends and family didn't want to. Yesterday I logged onto PZ and saw how much it has changed since I first joined and I am proud to say that I've been there during some of the server's best times. However, it's time to go as I do not see a need for me here anymore.
Before I end off this message, I would like to thank the following people. We necessarily may not be on good terms, but I want to thank everyone I've mentioned because without the struggles, drama and hope, I wouldn't be the me that I am today:
Kona, Laura, Lilli, Ben, Wolfy, Spirits, Aura, Alex, Jules, Nashi, Haris, Lewie, Jade, Kiwi, Berry, Grizzly, Ash, Iruu, Snowy, BlueBirdy, Morphic, Kirstree, Aluux, GamerGuts, Daniela, Reese, Arujann, momo, major, Dizzeh, sabrina, strawberriess, Val, Veno, Alfie, FLowercrownn, SHreya, Bheryl, Merp, Xienah, Thelma, ewsies, PolarBear, Spud, Snowehh.
These are the people who shaped me into the person I am now and I cannot be more thankful for them to have influenced me to become a better version of myself, regardless if our interaction was good or bad.
I would like to tell everyone that regardless of who you are, what you look like, who you love or what you believe in, you are loved, because I love you. Stay true to yourself and don't let other people upset you easily, because in the end, it's your life, not their's. You do you.
If any of you want to talk with me, need a listener when you're feeling down, or want a new friend, my messages are always open. Feel free to message me on Discord: Etgar#0830
Etgar out.
