i'm done

[ellc_]

hi i'm ella
i'm known on the server as ellc or ewstop.
i wanted to say this because i'm actually really depressed and bad things just keep happening and happening

i wake up every morning and do the same thing. all happy and stuff until i get to school. i get bullied. made fun of. called names and stuff. idk what i did wrong. when i get home i just go to my room and cry. but when i'm near someone i act happy and pretend i'm perfectly fine but on the inside i wanna cry. i wanna die. i'm not thinking about suicide and i'm not thinking about that but i just wanted to let you guys know :/
i come home and go online because most of my best friends are on there and the people that care. especially logan, kylie, zoe, and mimi. without them i would probably be even more depressed than i already am. i've reseaved death threats throughout school and throughout the server. they don't bother me as much online but in person they rlly hit. the only time people care about me is if i'm crying at school and they just ask "why r u crying" and then walk away. they just wanna know the tea or something. thanks for reading this and caring if u do. :/

bye.




/ella

 

[Schnozmo]

Awwh Ella.. I'm sorry, I truly am, if you need to talk, my PMs are always open.

 

[TapDancingKitty]

:~: I'm sorry, and I really do hope things get better for you. Just remember there are loads of people on the server you can talk to, including me. It's really brave of you to speak up about this kind of thing

 

[Twixela]

I go through the same thing, I know how you feel. And if there’s something I can do to possibly help you, tell me. No one should go through this. There’s a community around you that’s willing to listen and help, so if you ever feel down or sad, ask someone to cheer you up. Your life is precious, and you are beautiful, intelligent, hilarious, and able to put a smile on everyone’s faces. Don’t throw it all away just because of some bullies.

 

[-Ella]

Hey, Ella. (Pine here as you refer to me.)

You know you can message me anytime and can talk to me about this.
Same for you @Twixela !