On December 8, 2012, I made the best decision ever which was getting a Minecraft because I played on a ton of different servers (thanks to YouTubers
and stalking PMC, etc. etc.). I didn't realize it at the moment, but I didn't know how joining this server would change my life. At the time, I just wanted to play MCPZ because of the Murder mini-game in 2014 (
- hilarious how most things in Murder have changed). What I didn't realize or expect was how it would change me as a person and outlook on life. I will never regret this decision, ever.
When I was xCraftstarx, I was extremely shy like a hermit and embarrassed of how on earth I thought of that username, but when that amazing name change thing came out on February 5, 2015, I started to become more outgoing and y'know how that turned out.
I love all of you here, it's amazing how I could be a complete stranger on another server but here it's like this community. Everyone knows each other, and most people are active and friendly here. Everyone here has impacted me in one way or another and it's weird how you can recognize players on other server, then come here and be like “AYE, I’ve seen you before. How are you?” I always look forward to logging on MCPZ because here there's this strange feeling of feeling wanted, and these friendships I would always cherish. No words can express how grateful I am to be here, and how a cringe laugh behind a screen could just make my day better.
It was hard writing this down without crying because I was so close to not convincing my parents of buying Minecraft and y'know, it's weird how behind a screen, you become so much more human and care more about the personality of a person, rather then how they look like or their flaws. I feel like on here I can be 100% myself with friends and not be judged.
Some *cringe* mentions
: (In-order-ish-idek anymore, btw I like color so much)
To the dude I fangirled over because of PMC: @Arujann
To the forums girl I added as a friend because I randomly found you in Murder: @silver_gamer00 Oops
@CCDaCandyCane
To the girl I always (playfully) tease about liking Starbucks: @Aulii
To the piggy that can't change her skin and has to endure my "Friday" jokes: @cutestthingeverOfficial
To the cute girl who has to deal with me during build battles on another server: @JayTheBother (Btw, if you don't change your name to something without bother, I'll be triggered)
To the two shrubs I met in a Skype call with Ruth: @MusiqueDeNoel @CandyCaneFox
To the girl I always (playfully) tease about liking Chipotle: @Pandal
To the girl I refer to as Juliet as an inside-joke and can trust with everything: @Grizzly
To my friend that speaks Spanish and plays soccer (like some of my friends in my personal life): @Sabreh | Sabrina
To the viking!: @IAmBatmanJkImMal
To the triggered: @Emohh @ShadowStrife @IMysticallFexxeh @Seth
To the cute bread girl: @Harmzie
To the smelly: @Vynith
To the other shrub: @Auxio
To the sass master: @JollyAlibaba
To everyone on Teamspeak: *tumbleweed* Too much to tag tbh.
To the girl I had fun playing several Murder rounds with today: @LordOfTheRings
To the sweethearts (It's currently 3:13 am, y'all are great): @Beariee @CanYouDont @Scraffeh @Shreya @Holliie @JollyPurpleBunny @Melunaa @Sophie_LeTurtle @Alexonn @OrdinarilyMorris @Tubbypanda
Honestly there's tooooooooooooooo many to tag and if you know me, I’m lazy. But don’t forget that I love you for making these days so much better. Here's a heart, even though it’s really extremely insignificant, and cannot express the level of gratitude I feel.
Btw, if you don't even know me or interacted with me, here's a warning, I'm a cringe. If you see me in the lobby, say hi. Although I lie as the murderer @CCDaCandyCane @JollyAlibaba @SxperJxmes (and others xD).
When you realize you've bought too much unnecessary things as a child but $26.95 (I think…) changed your life forever. Yeah, that moment.
I have too much trouble listening to songs without thinking about any of you.
THANKS FOR MAKING 2016 BETTER! XD
Btw, do not expect any other sentimental things from me because I don't like being too open emotionally or sentimentally, and this was difficult to organize/effort. kthxbye (...felicia). <o/
(Gotta love cringe jokes.
And I don't know how to unlink or remove that big video so...
whatever it's 3 am. BYE.)

When I was xCraftstarx, I was extremely shy like a hermit and embarrassed of how on earth I thought of that username, but when that amazing name change thing came out on February 5, 2015, I started to become more outgoing and y'know how that turned out.
I love all of you here, it's amazing how I could be a complete stranger on another server but here it's like this community. Everyone knows each other, and most people are active and friendly here. Everyone here has impacted me in one way or another and it's weird how you can recognize players on other server, then come here and be like “AYE, I’ve seen you before. How are you?” I always look forward to logging on MCPZ because here there's this strange feeling of feeling wanted, and these friendships I would always cherish. No words can express how grateful I am to be here, and how a cringe laugh behind a screen could just make my day better.
It was hard writing this down without crying because I was so close to not convincing my parents of buying Minecraft and y'know, it's weird how behind a screen, you become so much more human and care more about the personality of a person, rather then how they look like or their flaws. I feel like on here I can be 100% myself with friends and not be judged.

Some *cringe* mentions

To the dude I fangirled over because of PMC: @Arujann
To the forums girl I added as a friend because I randomly found you in Murder: @silver_gamer00 Oops

To the girl I always (playfully) tease about liking Starbucks: @Aulii
To the piggy that can't change her skin and has to endure my "Friday" jokes: @cutestthingeverOfficial
To the cute girl who has to deal with me during build battles on another server: @JayTheBother (Btw, if you don't change your name to something without bother, I'll be triggered)
To the two shrubs I met in a Skype call with Ruth: @MusiqueDeNoel @CandyCaneFox
To the girl I always (playfully) tease about liking Chipotle: @Pandal
To the girl I refer to as Juliet as an inside-joke and can trust with everything: @Grizzly
To my friend that speaks Spanish and plays soccer (like some of my friends in my personal life): @Sabreh | Sabrina
To the viking!: @IAmBatmanJkImMal
To the triggered: @Emohh @ShadowStrife @IMysticallFexxeh @Seth
To the cute bread girl: @Harmzie
To the smelly: @Vynith
To the other shrub: @Auxio
To the sass master: @JollyAlibaba
To everyone on Teamspeak: *tumbleweed* Too much to tag tbh.

To the girl I had fun playing several Murder rounds with today: @LordOfTheRings
To the sweethearts (It's currently 3:13 am, y'all are great): @Beariee @CanYouDont @Scraffeh @Shreya @Holliie @JollyPurpleBunny @Melunaa @Sophie_LeTurtle @Alexonn @OrdinarilyMorris @Tubbypanda
Honestly there's tooooooooooooooo many to tag and if you know me, I’m lazy. But don’t forget that I love you for making these days so much better. Here's a heart, even though it’s really extremely insignificant, and cannot express the level of gratitude I feel.

Btw, if you don't even know me or interacted with me, here's a warning, I'm a cringe. If you see me in the lobby, say hi. Although I lie as the murderer @CCDaCandyCane @JollyAlibaba @SxperJxmes (and others xD).

When you realize you've bought too much unnecessary things as a child but $26.95 (I think…) changed your life forever. Yeah, that moment.

I have too much trouble listening to songs without thinking about any of you.
THANKS FOR MAKING 2016 BETTER! XD
Btw, do not expect any other sentimental things from me because I don't like being too open emotionally or sentimentally, and this was difficult to organize/effort. kthxbye (...felicia). <o/
(Gotta love cringe jokes.
And I don't know how to unlink or remove that big video so...
whatever it's 3 am. BYE.)
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