Let's be honest, the main reason I'm leaving is to do most people here a favor. I've had unnecessary drama with a few people (they know who they are, not wanting to call anyone out) and I think I should just leave.
@LemonHowlter and @AnEmeraldAndTea know the deeper reasoning of this, but I'll give you guys enough information that you should need.
The main reason I'm leaving is because of drama I've caused. I can't undo the past, but I'm sorry. I've lost some of the most amazing friends I've ever had, I'd kill to have the friendships back if I had go, but I know it's too late after what I've done. I suck at apologies, but I'm sorry.
Another main reason I'm leaving is because of my depression getting worse. I had to let someone go whom I loved, they were so close to me, we were basically soul mates. They'd stopped me from killing myself, they'd been my friend from 2016. I didn't realize until it was too late that I loved him. He'd liked me for ages and he'd made it so obvious I didn't catch on. His parents found out about our 'potential relationship' so they made him block me from everywhere and to never meet me in person again. I was so upset, tears streaming everywhere, I could have had a swim >->. I loved him and let him go...
I also have a confession to make. I've been fake the whole time. I'm a very toxic person. I've been wearing a mask the whole time, I tried to be someone who I wasn't so I could be happy knowing people liked me. I'm not a nice person, I've only been nice to those who were nice to me(which was surprisingly 99% of you, given how I'm not nice) and I'm honestly one of the most terrible Minecraft players alive. I'm surprised I've managed to go so long without people knowing my true colors. I'm thankful for those who accepted me when they realized them.
To sum this up, this isn't a hate thread, this isn't a suicide note, this isn't a life story rant... all this is; a goodbye.
@LemonHowlter and @AnEmeraldAndTea know the deeper reasoning of this, but I'll give you guys enough information that you should need.
The main reason I'm leaving is because of drama I've caused. I can't undo the past, but I'm sorry. I've lost some of the most amazing friends I've ever had, I'd kill to have the friendships back if I had go, but I know it's too late after what I've done. I suck at apologies, but I'm sorry.
Another main reason I'm leaving is because of my depression getting worse. I had to let someone go whom I loved, they were so close to me, we were basically soul mates. They'd stopped me from killing myself, they'd been my friend from 2016. I didn't realize until it was too late that I loved him. He'd liked me for ages and he'd made it so obvious I didn't catch on. His parents found out about our 'potential relationship' so they made him block me from everywhere and to never meet me in person again. I was so upset, tears streaming everywhere, I could have had a swim >->. I loved him and let him go...
I also have a confession to make. I've been fake the whole time. I'm a very toxic person. I've been wearing a mask the whole time, I tried to be someone who I wasn't so I could be happy knowing people liked me. I'm not a nice person, I've only been nice to those who were nice to me(which was surprisingly 99% of you, given how I'm not nice) and I'm honestly one of the most terrible Minecraft players alive. I'm surprised I've managed to go so long without people knowing my true colors. I'm thankful for those who accepted me when they realized them.
To sum this up, this isn't a hate thread, this isn't a suicide note, this isn't a life story rant... all this is; a goodbye.
bye Tyler...
