Suddenly i felt questions run through my head. What was going on? I felt like i was in the black room from the dream. Lost. Scared. But curious. What was going on though? Why was Lei mad at me? What was the purpose of life right now?
Questions ran through my head as if a train was zooming across my head. Filling each stop with more thoughts. I finally resumed back into reality, to find myself sitting at my desk in english. "Today, we'll be doing a free writing exercise to see how your brain imagines things. And for some other information." Mrs. Bounty smiled at us. I heard the sound of people pulling out their copy books from under the desk. The sound of people sharpening their pencils. The sound of pen on paper. I looked around. What stories could they possibly imagine? What could i imagine? I pulled out my copy book from my bag, i slowly picked up a pencil and pressed it to the paper. "Long ago..."
I wrote 12 pages in that hour. 12. How did.... i found myself looking down at the pages, in disbelief. 12 pages of freewriting. 12 Long pages. I saw Ian looking over at my desk. His face showing his expression of disbelief too. He had wrote 5 pages. I looked at his neatly written pages, surprised. How did i write so many? It was as if i poured out everything in my head to create a story. And those 12 pages were only a chapter in it. I smiled to myself. Proudly. I noticed people people staring at me. I never wrote this much... i was always the girl who ended up drawing over the page. I took interest in the subject, true. But i couldn't really write. I'm the artist of the book. I just love to read, listen, and speak. Mrs. Bounty picked up our copy books. She flipped through the pages. Astonishined. I saw Lei, at the back. Speaking to Etgar. Etgar looking rather uncomfortable. As the bell rung, i walked over to him. "Hi." I said. "H-hi..." he said, sounding as if he was muttering. "Um... Lei." I say, looking over to her. She scoffed, and walked away. "WHAT DID I DO?!" I screamed. In my mind, i didnt actually scream at her. I'd get in trouble.
"Shes... mad." Etgar said, quietly. I nodded. Etgar stood up trying to get away from me. "Wait..." i said, sounding desperate. Etgar turned. "Can i talk to you? Like... on the way to class..." i whispered, going shy. What the hell Tats? Its just Etgar. He nodded slowly and walked back towards me. "So.. i saw you wrote 12 pages..." he said akwardly. "Yeah..." i smiled, thinking of how proud my parents would be, especially my foster ones. He nodded. "What was it about?" He said, sounding as if he felt more comfortable around me. "Oh, well uh. Just my imagination gone wild... eheh." I said nervously. He nodded. Why did this feel like it was taking years to get to art class. "Hehe, this is my stop." I said, to then realise Etgar was stopping at the door aswell. "I guess its both of our stops..." he said. I smiled, and opened the door. Spencer. "Uh." I whispered. I knew to much! Alert alert! "Oh hello...uhm.. Tati and Eamon??" Spencer smiled, obviously confused on our names. "Tatsu." I smiled nervously. Etgar went very quiet. "Thats Etgar, sorry. He's shy." I whispered to Spencer. She nodded. "Well.. i gotta get to History. See you both later." She said akwardly. I saw her run over to a group of guys, she waved to Anima. Smiles spread across there faces. I walked into art. With Etgar. We sat next to each other, chatting. It went on like that for a while.
Days and days. Same schedule, except now, me and etgar were closer then conjoint twins. Except for 4th and 5th period. Days turned into minutes. My heart beat was faster. But that 4th and 5th period dragged on for years.... What was going on with me?
As i walked outside the gates witn Etgar, we finished up our converstation about the name Vortem. He was confused by my theory. Bu then again. So was i. Suddenly, i bumped into a taller figure. She whimperes. Lei. She scoffed. I grabbed her hand. "Wait Lei!!" I shouted. Etgar fell silent. "Let go... you... you monster!!" She cried. "What didnt i do!!!" I replied, crying. "What did you do?!?!?! Are you blind?!" She yelled, she continued "Talking behind my back!!! Telling Mia about 'my issues' and all of the other lies you spread!" I stared. Excuse me? Mia was the one doing that. How in any way did i ruin HER life!? Suddenly i felt myself crying. "Come on Tats..." Etgar whispered. I yanked my arm away, and ran. I had no idea where i was heading but i heard Etgar yell my name and saw Lei look at me as if i was an idiot. Maybe i was... i dont understand!!! Why am i so stupid?!? Why cant i just... why am i so gullible! Ughhhh. I looked aroun, my surroundings blurry. It begun to rain, slowly but surely. I have no idea where i am, who i am, what i did, why im here, and whats going on. I ran to a corner. I sat down, digging my head into my knees, soaking. I didnt care about people right now. I just wanted to cry.
"Are you okay?"
Chapter 4. What can i say? Lei, here you are. Go to sleep. Enjoy. This isnt that good but i kinda tried so woo! I need sleep but im keeping a promise so YAS QUEEN. Also, if you're wondering/from forums. I finished this chapter yesterday. Why wasnt it uploaded? Because i use wattpad, and write ahead there and copy and paste it onto forums. So yeah. I do that.)
Questions ran through my head as if a train was zooming across my head. Filling each stop with more thoughts. I finally resumed back into reality, to find myself sitting at my desk in english. "Today, we'll be doing a free writing exercise to see how your brain imagines things. And for some other information." Mrs. Bounty smiled at us. I heard the sound of people pulling out their copy books from under the desk. The sound of people sharpening their pencils. The sound of pen on paper. I looked around. What stories could they possibly imagine? What could i imagine? I pulled out my copy book from my bag, i slowly picked up a pencil and pressed it to the paper. "Long ago..."
I wrote 12 pages in that hour. 12. How did.... i found myself looking down at the pages, in disbelief. 12 pages of freewriting. 12 Long pages. I saw Ian looking over at my desk. His face showing his expression of disbelief too. He had wrote 5 pages. I looked at his neatly written pages, surprised. How did i write so many? It was as if i poured out everything in my head to create a story. And those 12 pages were only a chapter in it. I smiled to myself. Proudly. I noticed people people staring at me. I never wrote this much... i was always the girl who ended up drawing over the page. I took interest in the subject, true. But i couldn't really write. I'm the artist of the book. I just love to read, listen, and speak. Mrs. Bounty picked up our copy books. She flipped through the pages. Astonishined. I saw Lei, at the back. Speaking to Etgar. Etgar looking rather uncomfortable. As the bell rung, i walked over to him. "Hi." I said. "H-hi..." he said, sounding as if he was muttering. "Um... Lei." I say, looking over to her. She scoffed, and walked away. "WHAT DID I DO?!" I screamed. In my mind, i didnt actually scream at her. I'd get in trouble.
"Shes... mad." Etgar said, quietly. I nodded. Etgar stood up trying to get away from me. "Wait..." i said, sounding desperate. Etgar turned. "Can i talk to you? Like... on the way to class..." i whispered, going shy. What the hell Tats? Its just Etgar. He nodded slowly and walked back towards me. "So.. i saw you wrote 12 pages..." he said akwardly. "Yeah..." i smiled, thinking of how proud my parents would be, especially my foster ones. He nodded. "What was it about?" He said, sounding as if he felt more comfortable around me. "Oh, well uh. Just my imagination gone wild... eheh." I said nervously. He nodded. Why did this feel like it was taking years to get to art class. "Hehe, this is my stop." I said, to then realise Etgar was stopping at the door aswell. "I guess its both of our stops..." he said. I smiled, and opened the door. Spencer. "Uh." I whispered. I knew to much! Alert alert! "Oh hello...uhm.. Tati and Eamon??" Spencer smiled, obviously confused on our names. "Tatsu." I smiled nervously. Etgar went very quiet. "Thats Etgar, sorry. He's shy." I whispered to Spencer. She nodded. "Well.. i gotta get to History. See you both later." She said akwardly. I saw her run over to a group of guys, she waved to Anima. Smiles spread across there faces. I walked into art. With Etgar. We sat next to each other, chatting. It went on like that for a while.
Days and days. Same schedule, except now, me and etgar were closer then conjoint twins. Except for 4th and 5th period. Days turned into minutes. My heart beat was faster. But that 4th and 5th period dragged on for years.... What was going on with me?
As i walked outside the gates witn Etgar, we finished up our converstation about the name Vortem. He was confused by my theory. Bu then again. So was i. Suddenly, i bumped into a taller figure. She whimperes. Lei. She scoffed. I grabbed her hand. "Wait Lei!!" I shouted. Etgar fell silent. "Let go... you... you monster!!" She cried. "What didnt i do!!!" I replied, crying. "What did you do?!?!?! Are you blind?!" She yelled, she continued "Talking behind my back!!! Telling Mia about 'my issues' and all of the other lies you spread!" I stared. Excuse me? Mia was the one doing that. How in any way did i ruin HER life!? Suddenly i felt myself crying. "Come on Tats..." Etgar whispered. I yanked my arm away, and ran. I had no idea where i was heading but i heard Etgar yell my name and saw Lei look at me as if i was an idiot. Maybe i was... i dont understand!!! Why am i so stupid?!? Why cant i just... why am i so gullible! Ughhhh. I looked aroun, my surroundings blurry. It begun to rain, slowly but surely. I have no idea where i am, who i am, what i did, why im here, and whats going on. I ran to a corner. I sat down, digging my head into my knees, soaking. I didnt care about people right now. I just wanted to cry.
"Are you okay?"
Chapter 4. What can i say? Lei, here you are. Go to sleep. Enjoy. This isnt that good but i kinda tried so woo! I need sleep but im keeping a promise so YAS QUEEN. Also, if you're wondering/from forums. I finished this chapter yesterday. Why wasnt it uploaded? Because i use wattpad, and write ahead there and copy and paste it onto forums. So yeah. I do that.)
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