A Shattered Hearts Cry.
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× By Aesthetic Jules ×
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My heart won't stop this beating,
Whenever you're around,
But I block you out,
And let myself be drowned.
My brain is talking,
But I can't hear its desperate calls to help,
I block it out and pretend its nothing ,
And hope I will not yelp.
A shattered hearts cry,
Control myself using a mighty yell,
That blocks the truth,
And creates a living hell.
I'm not okay,
I've snapped,
I've gone crazy,
And let myself be trapped.
My brain still calls,
Still pleading for trust,
But i reject it everytime,
Even if I must.
My lifes a spiral,
And its going down,
I've ruined a hope so bright,
I must look like a clown.
My love for you,
Has completely destroyed,
Something so delicate,
I've fallen into a void.
A void of darkness,
A void of hatred,
A void of love, never fulfilled,
A love that was never stated.
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Its not a great poem, but I made it to represent something. The brain represents those who want to help, the heart represents someone in serious need of help, but rejects it. The love can be viewed as actual love, for someone who doesn't see you in the same way, or a problem they won't speak up about. It can be viewed as many things. But it all results in trust issues, and pushing things away because they don't want to face the truth, or they are inable to face a problem because it hurts. Either way the heart ends up helpless, because it recieved no support, and is now blinded by sadness. Also the "you" can be viewed in any way you want.
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× By Aesthetic Jules ×
~
My heart won't stop this beating,
Whenever you're around,
But I block you out,
And let myself be drowned.
My brain is talking,
But I can't hear its desperate calls to help,
I block it out and pretend its nothing ,
And hope I will not yelp.
A shattered hearts cry,
Control myself using a mighty yell,
That blocks the truth,
And creates a living hell.
I'm not okay,
I've snapped,
I've gone crazy,
And let myself be trapped.
My brain still calls,
Still pleading for trust,
But i reject it everytime,
Even if I must.
My lifes a spiral,
And its going down,
I've ruined a hope so bright,
I must look like a clown.
My love for you,
Has completely destroyed,
Something so delicate,
I've fallen into a void.
A void of darkness,
A void of hatred,
A void of love, never fulfilled,
A love that was never stated.
~
Its not a great poem, but I made it to represent something. The brain represents those who want to help, the heart represents someone in serious need of help, but rejects it. The love can be viewed as actual love, for someone who doesn't see you in the same way, or a problem they won't speak up about. It can be viewed as many things. But it all results in trust issues, and pushing things away because they don't want to face the truth, or they are inable to face a problem because it hurts. Either way the heart ends up helpless, because it recieved no support, and is now blinded by sadness. Also the "you" can be viewed in any way you want.
