I gazed dreamily out the window as i prayed school would finish soon. I looked across the classroom, to see Joel sadly looking down at his work. He normally never looks sad. Maybe my imagination was just bursting. I looked to my right, i see Pierce. Pretty quiet, fidgeting with his small orange pencil. I tapped his shoulder to get a small shiver from him as i do so. "Um... you okay?" I say in my small bouncy voice. He nodds, but looks away. "Quiet Tatsu." Mr. Brighton said. I looked down embarrassed, to hear a snicker from that same 9th year from earlier. Ellie was her name. Although Mia once told me she is a very generous and kind person, but has a hard time showing it. I dont know though. She seems pretty mean to me. But what do i know? Everyone has they're own things going on in their life. Complicated, simple maybe inbetween. So i cant be to quick to judge her.
After school i head home, but i decided to take the scenic route. I stare at the leaves gently falling in the small breeze, which tickled my nose. All shades and colours appeared, as if someone had splashed paint on the leaves. The sun glistened from where it could reach behind the clouds. The air was cold, but soft. I look back. Autumn. Such an inspiration. I look to my side, I've strayed from my path. "Ugh, get it together Tats..." i mutter to myself. "Amina... you know i havent told him about..." i heard a small voice from behind me in the distance. I turn around to see Spencer and Amina chatting to each other, Amina looking very stressed. I hide myself, and listen in on what they had to say... "Spencer, i know. Its hard. I havent told anyone either. But. We'll have to..." Amina said softly. "Ami! I've been bullied for it long enough! Why do you think I'm here hiding it?!" Spencer shouted, so clearly i could've heard from Mexico. Then i saw Amina grab Spencer and pull her into a kiss. "Ami.." Spencer softly said. They're voices were soft, but quiet. I was unable to hear no more. I quickly sprinted away. Amina and Spencer? I'm confused.
I sat at home on my bed wondering what to do. I sat up straight. And grabbed a pen of my desk. I walked over to my art room behind the pictures hiding the doorway. Only i knew about this place. And my foster mom, but shes not here. I begun to sketch the two girls together. It was a inspired picture. The pen swirled, left to right. The details and patterns coming together. Deep into concentration i went.
I looked up at the clock to see 3 hours had passed and that i recieved a message from Mia. As usual... it wasnt for me. It said "Hey so i was wondering what time its at, please dont invite Lei." It said. As i read over it, i noticed it wasnt for me, seen as me and Mia only chatted once,.... and it was about our project. She was pretty harsh when i accidently made us finish second. I dont even know why she wanted to be first, it was no big deal. But i texted back because it involved Lei and i was the wrong person. "Mia, wrong person. Also whats wrong with Lei?" I say. "Mind your own business, also maybe if you werent so stupid you'd get it." She replied. I stared at the text with a blank expression. I was about to cry. But i didnt want to because my parents will hear it because im an obnoxiously loud crier. I stared at the text again. Not replying. I crawled into bed. Not changing into my Pjs. And closed my eyes. If only the real world were as quiet and peaceful as the dream world.
After school i head home, but i decided to take the scenic route. I stare at the leaves gently falling in the small breeze, which tickled my nose. All shades and colours appeared, as if someone had splashed paint on the leaves. The sun glistened from where it could reach behind the clouds. The air was cold, but soft. I look back. Autumn. Such an inspiration. I look to my side, I've strayed from my path. "Ugh, get it together Tats..." i mutter to myself. "Amina... you know i havent told him about..." i heard a small voice from behind me in the distance. I turn around to see Spencer and Amina chatting to each other, Amina looking very stressed. I hide myself, and listen in on what they had to say... "Spencer, i know. Its hard. I havent told anyone either. But. We'll have to..." Amina said softly. "Ami! I've been bullied for it long enough! Why do you think I'm here hiding it?!" Spencer shouted, so clearly i could've heard from Mexico. Then i saw Amina grab Spencer and pull her into a kiss. "Ami.." Spencer softly said. They're voices were soft, but quiet. I was unable to hear no more. I quickly sprinted away. Amina and Spencer? I'm confused.
I sat at home on my bed wondering what to do. I sat up straight. And grabbed a pen of my desk. I walked over to my art room behind the pictures hiding the doorway. Only i knew about this place. And my foster mom, but shes not here. I begun to sketch the two girls together. It was a inspired picture. The pen swirled, left to right. The details and patterns coming together. Deep into concentration i went.
I looked up at the clock to see 3 hours had passed and that i recieved a message from Mia. As usual... it wasnt for me. It said "Hey so i was wondering what time its at, please dont invite Lei." It said. As i read over it, i noticed it wasnt for me, seen as me and Mia only chatted once,.... and it was about our project. She was pretty harsh when i accidently made us finish second. I dont even know why she wanted to be first, it was no big deal. But i texted back because it involved Lei and i was the wrong person. "Mia, wrong person. Also whats wrong with Lei?" I say. "Mind your own business, also maybe if you werent so stupid you'd get it." She replied. I stared at the text with a blank expression. I was about to cry. But i didnt want to because my parents will hear it because im an obnoxiously loud crier. I stared at the text again. Not replying. I crawled into bed. Not changing into my Pjs. And closed my eyes. If only the real world were as quiet and peaceful as the dream world.
I don't like being the mean one in anything but if that's how it fits, then let it be :3
