Part 1 Okay, I've been inspired by @IOpenAtTheClose , @LuckyTheFish_ and @Callum . I've told absolutely NO ONE about this except my 'friends' and 1 real friend. Well, not really my friends, and you'll know why soon. So, I knew something was up with me when we were graduating 5th grade. My best friend at the time had a party . We played Spin the Bottle because we all thought 'Ooooo we're graduating and going into middle school! {I was not going into middle school, my school goes up to 7th grade so yea} We are going to be all rebellious! Ooooo Spin the Bottle, what fun!' I know, we were stupid back then. I laid my eyes on a boy named 'Peter' I picked him out of the crowd because he looked a bit better than all of the other guys. Then, I saw a girl named 'Katie'. I knew her from my friend's dog walker's uncle {I know that sounds weird}. I found myself deciding that whole time during the party 'Hmmmm, so whats wrong with me? I like two genders? Is something wrong?' I grabbed Jess who was the party host and I went outside and I told her. She said there is something called being 'bisexual' and it's just a 'phase' that everyone goes through. I believed her. When we played Spin the Bottle, this guy named 'Hutcher' went first and it landed on me. I almost died inside. My 'friends' were being very supportive, {sarcasm} and they said stuff like 'Ooo, well Sasha, it seems like you're bi, time to kiss one of the genders you like!' or 'Hey Sasha! Get ready for your first kiss as being bi!' I was so upset at Jess for spilling the beans on me, but I didn't have much time to think because Hutcher was inches away from kissing me. I slapped him in the face and called him a pig. I grabbed Jess by the arm and I started screaming at her. I ended up slapping her and she told me to take a chill-pill which made me slap her again. Part 2
I exited the party and I took my bike and rode home. I was screaming and I wasn't concentrating so I hit a tree. I slapped the tree and some parts broke off. I was trying to be proud of myself for hitting a tree for some reason but my hand hurt too much. I went into the house and went straight to sleep. The next morning it was Summer! I got out my brother's phone and I called Peter and Katie, I told them to meet me at the park. I told them I thought I was bi and that was the worst mistake of my life. 1 year later I meet someone named Declan. {I knew him since I was 2 but then he moved away 
but he came back 
}I liked him and we were 'meant to be' because we looked very similar at first, I liked him but I didn't know he liked me. I soon learned that he liked me back. He was one of the most important people in this story just to let you know. One day I had a lot of courage for some reason so I walked up to him and I kissed him. I know, I'm crazy. My surprise, he didn't pull away or scream. I stopped kissing him and walked away. He followed me and told me that was the best moment of his life. I smiled and laughed a little. My laugh seemed to make his day. We started hanging out and 'dating' which was weird for a lot of people including myself. But with Declan, he made me feel soft and mushy in a loving way. Then, a new girl came, her name was Emma. Her eyes were a deep blue with a little shine in them. Beautiful black hair with a hint of brown. Tall and slim, very slim. And a magnificent smile. Declan noticed me looking at her a lot and I never knew that he noticed me. After 2 weeks, he called me over to his lockers and he started screaming at me. I felt so ashamed and hurt. Declan 'broke up' with me and I was by his locker looking like an idiot. I had no idea what to do. I made a new friend named Ashley and I learned she was just finding out that she was Bi like me, so we found ourselfs talking for a little and then a little turned into a lot and then everyday. Soon i realized it wasn't just a 'phase'. I finally knew what was 'wrong' with me. Thank you sooo much for reading, and I love you 
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