I just want to start off by saying Thank You to the great community and the amazing staff of PZ! I joined the server in February 2016, and really enjoyed it. It was a fun and cool server to hang around. I wasn't too interested in it, at the time I was really into another server. But I still enjoyed playing murder.
In early September 2016, I got my E+ rank and also joined the forums on the 20th. I immediately slowly came out of my shell. Because for months I was just a shy fragile little thing. But soon made many friends on Partyzone. Around this time as well, I began interacting with some staff and got really interested in creative. I built a rainbow wall of color so proud of myself. Then in the middle of September, I went through a big change and thinking period. I was beginning to question my sexuality. In the end of that period, I announced myself (to myself) as bi. Because I realized I liked both genders. But I kept it secret (still is irl)
In October, I enjoyed the halloween events and even met the person that would change my life forever. Her name was Ally (who is now known as Arlah) we became very good friends. We played murder together and really enjoyed each other company. She introduced me to so many other people, it was crazy. At near the end of this month I joined Elite Survival for the first time and I was super confused on how to do it but Ally helped me a lot.
In November, I got super addicted on playing Elite Survival. I journeyed to find the perfect land to build on, then actually built my house, died a LOT, and even got to meet some really cool people. Like FlavoredFox, PepperPancake, and LightBirdy (who is now BirdsandTea). I was dating a boy at this time, we had been together for 4 months (on and off). Unfortunately he broke my heart into pieces, Ally really helped me get over him
In December, it was a major rollercoaster for me. I went through ups and downs. I was excited for Christmas and for Winter Break. But unfortunately during this time period, a friend of mine irl had passed away. It hit me super hard. There were periods where all I would do would cry and others where I didn't know what I was doing. Ally and all my other friends helped me get through that hard time, even though only Ally knew about what happened, my other friends still made me smile and laugh. On Christmas, it was a blast but I also got sick on it :/ just my luck lol. Had an amazing news years eve and day.
In January, something really changed. On January 14th, Ally wanted to show me something. She asked me out. I was so happy, because I had feelings for her too and we started dating. It was the best day of my life. We enjoyed the rest of our January so happy and all our friends and the Pz community was happy for us.
In February, Ally and I enjoyed Valentines Day playing murderer and celebrating our 1 month anniversary together. Unfortunately, the day after we broke up (personal reasons). We stayed really good friends though. two weeks later she wanted to get back together, but I wanted some time away from a relationship which she understood. Then a few days later I asked her out and we were dating again.
In March, I took a break away from my computer for a little over a week. Everyone missed me, but I needed sometime away. Ally and I texted though during this time period. I eventually came back after a little over a week. I then got involved in the community a lot. It made me so happy. I then thought about coming out to my parents about being Bi. But right before I was going to, I heard them say really mean stuff about the LGBT+ community which made me really mad and sad. Because I knew I couldn't tell them and the people in it are normal they just have different preferences of who they like, they are still a person. I then just shook my head, like these people in the LGBT+ are way cool and we should all love each other for who we are Then finally now up to this point, I have been on the forums for 6 months and decided to tell my story of being on Pz so far. I am excited for the future
People I mentioned in this:
@Arlah @FlavoredFox @BirdsAndTea @PepperPancake
In early September 2016, I got my E+ rank and also joined the forums on the 20th. I immediately slowly came out of my shell. Because for months I was just a shy fragile little thing. But soon made many friends on Partyzone. Around this time as well, I began interacting with some staff and got really interested in creative. I built a rainbow wall of color so proud of myself. Then in the middle of September, I went through a big change and thinking period. I was beginning to question my sexuality. In the end of that period, I announced myself (to myself) as bi. Because I realized I liked both genders. But I kept it secret (still is irl)
In October, I enjoyed the halloween events and even met the person that would change my life forever. Her name was Ally (who is now known as Arlah) we became very good friends. We played murder together and really enjoyed each other company. She introduced me to so many other people, it was crazy. At near the end of this month I joined Elite Survival for the first time and I was super confused on how to do it but Ally helped me a lot.
In November, I got super addicted on playing Elite Survival. I journeyed to find the perfect land to build on, then actually built my house, died a LOT, and even got to meet some really cool people. Like FlavoredFox, PepperPancake, and LightBirdy (who is now BirdsandTea). I was dating a boy at this time, we had been together for 4 months (on and off). Unfortunately he broke my heart into pieces, Ally really helped me get over him
In December, it was a major rollercoaster for me. I went through ups and downs. I was excited for Christmas and for Winter Break. But unfortunately during this time period, a friend of mine irl had passed away. It hit me super hard. There were periods where all I would do would cry and others where I didn't know what I was doing. Ally and all my other friends helped me get through that hard time, even though only Ally knew about what happened, my other friends still made me smile and laugh. On Christmas, it was a blast but I also got sick on it :/ just my luck lol. Had an amazing news years eve and day.
In January, something really changed. On January 14th, Ally wanted to show me something. She asked me out. I was so happy, because I had feelings for her too and we started dating.
It was the best day of my life. We enjoyed the rest of our January so happy and all our friends and the Pz community was happy for us.In February, Ally and I enjoyed Valentines Day playing murderer and celebrating our 1 month anniversary together. Unfortunately, the day after we broke up (personal reasons). We stayed really good friends though.
two weeks later she wanted to get back together, but I wanted some time away from a relationship which she understood. Then a few days later I asked her out and we were dating again.In March, I took a break away from my computer for a little over a week. Everyone missed me, but I needed sometime away. Ally and I texted though during this time period. I eventually came back after a little over a week. I then got involved in the community a lot. It made me so happy. I then thought about coming out to my parents about being Bi. But right before I was going to, I heard them say really mean stuff about the LGBT+ community which made me really mad and sad. Because I knew I couldn't tell them and the people in it are normal they just have different preferences of who they like, they are still a person. I then just shook my head, like these people in the LGBT+ are way cool and we should all love each other for who we are Then finally now up to this point, I have been on the forums for 6 months and decided to tell my story of being on Pz so far.
I am excited for the future People I mentioned in this:
@Arlah @FlavoredFox @BirdsAndTea @PepperPancake
