Im Sorry

[Lewie]

Im sorry, Last year I was a really big jerk I was immature, I am an awful person and get banned for doing awful things. Im here to say sorry to everyone who I may have hurt. As you may have seen on my profile My best friend died yesterday, My Dad died a few months ago, My Cat died of asthma, I just needed to feel like I was having fun, but then I realised I was being rude to kids, adults and the staff. I've tried applying for Staff, First was denied for probably lack of detail, and my second one was denied because of immaturity and I needed experiences.

I am currently banned, and a lot of you are addicted to PartyZone, I was too and still am. Guys do not hack to not advertise (if you care about the server) do not do something that makes you banned in the first place. Everyday I wake and think of how much I am of an awful person. I hacked to get banned. And thats whats throwing me off. I was stupid. I will be unbanned in 4 months from now but I don't think I should be. Hacking is an awful thing I am banned from so many servers thank's to it. I am happy to join the community again but I don't think I should. Please just don't hack. I used to think (when I wasn't a donor) @Arujann was a hacker, mainly because when I was in games with him he'd kill me first every time. I remember the first time I met @Mor (she was a helper) she said @Arujann was a hacker, I now know she (Morrr) was.

Im sorry for everything, I am going to tag people that made my Pz experience the greatest

@fizly - kthxbye

@Dizzeh - Thankyou for banning me. I don't believe that I would be able to realise this with out you. (Don't worry I remember you with so many different memories too)

@TriSarahTops - Sweetie Admin is so lame get an elite+ tag.

@hollyum - Ariana

@Tubbypanda - I forgot. I remember something about a gingerbread house though .

@SmolApple (Santapple is what im talking about in this) - I know I tagged your christmas name, Mainly because whenever I was in murder with your identity I would follow you around because I loved your name so much

@Shreya - Just proud (I have private memories with her I don't wanna share)

@Kasix - First Day I met you I fell in love with you (Not like LIKE like) Lady Jesus

@Arujann - For thinking you were a hacker.

@TheJinxingJolly - Coke (Dm if you don't remember that) Also I'm sorry Jess I know were not friends anymore but you bothered too many staff of 1 warning and opal said it was a ban (On a different server)

@RKD1010 - OpalDev - Mainly for promoting me as Manager - Admin - Developer, but we also had fun times.

@Iruu - Iruud

@Jebb - For blowing in his microphone

Im gonna end it there although I have so many more. Just know I love you all and I'm sorry for what I have done

Truly sorry if I ruined anyones life. I probably have




Made from my phone so sorry if there spelling errors.

 

[Liillii]

I'm sure when you come back online everyone will forgive you, that's the good thing about the great community of PZ.

 

[Lolbye]

Aww.... youre not a bad person, we all make mistakes.... and im sure if you decided to return, everyone would forgive you

 

[allonely]

Your not a bad person @iSpyBae, you've helped me through so many things, even if it was just unlinking my account. You spent 4 MONTHS doing that and words can't even explain how greatful I am and to have an amazing friend like you. You help me through so many things. Try to put the ban at the back of your mind and enjoy the servers that you and I love to play on with friends. You truely are a true friend and anyone that is your friend should be greatful.


You have gone through so many things.. your so strong and I don't know how I could put myself in your footsteps, I don't know how to help tbh. But I really hope that I am.

Lewie, (@iSpyBae) you are one of the strongest people that I know. And I don't really know how to say thank you for everything that you have done not just for me but the pz community. Don't think that your a terrible person, because that's just a thought that doesn't encourage you and makes you feel even worse. This was the past. And from personal experience I know that you have changed. Not just physically but mentally as well. I'm sure everyone will forgive you because from this long of a ban it really does make you think.. it makes you learn from your mistake that you made in the pass.

And so you know, if you don't think about it at all.. then it will all go a lot faster and it wont seem as long as it might be. You are an amazing person as well as a friend. And thank you. Remember, when your unbanned we can play murder again and all of that fun stuff. Well, message me if you want anything. And i srsly mean ANYTHING lewie. You've done so much for me and I don't know to do the same back..

Ps: after writing this whole thing my hands srsly were dying xD

 

[Hclly]

It's fine, we all make mistakes.

 

[Jesi]

Everyone has blunders. Don't be too hard on yourself. I guess you can use the time to reflect and do things outside of MCPZ. That's what I would do. Ex: sports, art, other servers.

 

[ewsies]

Your not a bad person @iSpyBae, you've helped me through so many things, even if it was just unlinking my account. You spent 4 MONTHS doing that and words can't even explain how greatful I am and to have an amazing friend like you. You help me through so many things. Try to put the ban at the back of your mind and enjoy the servers that you and I love to play on with friends. You truely are a true friend and anyone that is your friend should be greatful.


You have gone through so many things.. your so strong and I don't know how I could put myself in your footsteps, I don't know how to help tbh. But I really hope that I am.

Lewie, (@iSpyBae) you are one of the strongest people that I know. And I don't really know how to say thank you for everything that you have done not just for me but the pz community. Don't think that your a terrible person, because that's just a thought that doesn't encourage you and makes you feel even worse. This was the past. And from personal experience I know that you have changed. Not just physically but mentally as well. I'm sure everyone will forgive you because from this long of a ban it really does make you think.. it makes you learn from your mistake that you made in the pass.

And so you know, if you don't think about it at all.. then it will all go a lot faster and it wont seem as long as it might be. You are an amazing person as well as a friend. And thank you. Remember, when your unbanned we can play murder again and all of that fun stuff. Well, message me if you want anything. And i srsly mean ANYTHING lewie. You've done so much for me and I don't know to do the same back..

Ps: after writing this whole thing my hands srsly were dying xD

People makes mistakes, everyone does that. I recommend doing art as it helps a lot. You can draw whatever your feelings show. I've also made lots of mistakes, but you learn from them. Go out and have fun, and come back when your feeling better. Remember we will always be here for you if anything happens. Until then, goodbye!

 

[Lewie]

You can definetly appeal your ban!

I already have. It was accepted

 

[ATanCommander]

I don't really know you, but it seems like you seem like a good person. I bet people will forgive you once your in banned

 

[joyings]

Your Not a bad Person... Even though I am probably only a Spector to you, You are an amazing person from what I see.