~We weren't the only kids who grew up this way.To this day kids are still being called names,the classics were hey stupid heu spaz.Seems like every school has an arsenal of names getting updated every year,and if a kod breaks in school and no one around chooses to hear do they make a sound?Are theu just background noise soundtrack stuck on repeat when people say things like kids can get cruel.Every school was a big circus tent,and the pecking order went from acrobats to lion-tamers,from clowns to carnies.All of these miles of who we were,we were freaks.Lobster clawed boys and bearded ladies.Addities.Juggling.Depression.Lonelyness.Playing solitare,spin the bottle trying to kiss the wounded parts of ourselves and heal but at night while the others slept we kept walking the tightrope.It was practice and yes some of us fell,but i want to tell them that all of this is just a debris left over when we finally decided to smash all the things we thought we used to be.And if you can't see anything beautiful about yourself get a better mirror,look a little closer stare a little longer!Because there is something inside you that made you keep trying despite everyone who told you to quit,you built a cast around your broken heart and signed and signed it yourself,you signed they were wrong.Because maybe you didn't belong to a group or a clique,maybe they picked you last for basketball or everything,maybe you used to bring bruises and broken teeth to show and tell but you never told because how can you hold your ground if everyone around you wants to bury you beneath it you have to believe they were wrong.They have to be wrong why else would we still be here?We grew up cheering the underdog because we see ourselves in them.From a root planted in the belief that we are not what we were called.We are not abandoned cars in some stalled highway sitting empty,and if in some way we are don't worry we only got out to walk and get gas.We're graduating members from the class mpwe made it.Not the faded echoes of voices crying out names will never hurt me.Of course they did.But our lives will only continue be a balanced act that has less to do with pain and more to do with beauty.
MSG: Is it just me or is this big? \_(°~°)_/ I needed to end this today. I will make another version of all the parts in one.
MSG: Is it just me or is this big? \_(°~°)_/ I needed to end this today. I will make another version of all the parts in one.
