Hi, recently I have been under lots of depression for personal reasons regarding jealousy and disgust towards me. I kept this a secret for a few months now and I can't hold it back any longer as I know the right thing to do is always tell the truth and not hide things from friends and family. So, you all being my MCPZ family, should get to know what I have been struggling with. I only talked about this to several people which I will not name. Now, at this point in time, most people are going through a phase. A phase that changes people emotionally and physically. My friends have been getting emotional from time to time and I try my best to help them. But it happens so constantly I forget to help myself, causing problems. Jealousy steps in, I always compare myself to others. When someone who has everything one can dream for is upset, I can't help myself but get angry. Then disgust steps in. I don't like myself at all as I lie from time to time. I have been starving myself and I always think I'm over weight even though I'm not. I also have had family issue with my mom and she might go live with my grandparents because of a fight which I will not explain.
Thank you so much for taking the time to read this. You guys all mean so much to me and I'll be there as much as I can to help anyone. I won't be on as much anymore for maybe a month and I'll be inactive from August 1st to the 10th as I will be going to Florida. Tysm
Thank you so much for taking the time to read this. You guys all mean so much to me and I'll be there as much as I can to help anyone. I won't be on as much anymore for maybe a month and I'll be inactive from August 1st to the 10th as I will be going to Florida. Tysm
