This is about masking and bottling it up. No, I don't mean it literally I mean hiding your emotions and keeping them inside of you. All this will do to you is hurt you, at this moment in time you probably thing that masking or bottling it up will help, and yes it may help you...
But don't do it all the time... You will end up wearing that mask on yourself, the mask will sink into your face and you can not lift it off. Yes you would be able to take it off... But it will take A LOT of strength and struggle. You may have had a bad day or bad week or even a bad year but DON'T bottle it up. Talk to someone because if you don't do something now, you will find it harder to talk to someone later in life....
Take this advise from my personal experiences... These past 2 years have been really hard on me and I didn't know what I was doing at the time... I was so SO stupid, before 2015 something... Lets say BAD happened online, and no not cyber bullying but something else... Once my parents found out about, IT, they banned my off skype and that is when I started to crumble... I started to wear that sacred mask, I hardly talked to my parents when I needed them... I dealed with school problems on my own, my parents not knowing what was happening. I think what had it horrible for me was that my best friend, who BTW is the best person ever thanks so much, We didn't have anything else to talk on... I had no one to talk to... Then my computer went away for a year... Even more painful... I did one thing that I regret, I kept wearing that mask and keeping my emotions in... Just a couple of days ago I was talking to my dad for once, he said ''A 13 year old shouldn't have depression''. I was confused, how did he know I was hurting? How will I fix something that is already broken? I just didn't understand how I had depression, I was just being petty and jealous.. Right?
Please don't do it, you don't want to end up like people who were to late. Stop it now before it progresses. I will stand by you and others as well, you don't have to deal with it alone, I promise. PM me if you need to talk because I have a pair of listening ears and 2 dry shoulders that don't mind getting wet. I do these things to help people, people who might end up like me and others... And please don't be that person, don't keep your thoughts in, talk to someone and don't wear that mask... I know it will hurt but you have to listen to me, YOU ARE NOT ALONE!
But don't do it all the time... You will end up wearing that mask on yourself, the mask will sink into your face and you can not lift it off. Yes you would be able to take it off... But it will take A LOT of strength and struggle. You may have had a bad day or bad week or even a bad year but DON'T bottle it up. Talk to someone because if you don't do something now, you will find it harder to talk to someone later in life....
Take this advise from my personal experiences... These past 2 years have been really hard on me and I didn't know what I was doing at the time... I was so SO stupid, before 2015 something... Lets say BAD happened online, and no not cyber bullying but something else... Once my parents found out about, IT, they banned my off skype and that is when I started to crumble... I started to wear that sacred mask, I hardly talked to my parents when I needed them... I dealed with school problems on my own, my parents not knowing what was happening. I think what had it horrible for me was that my best friend, who BTW is the best person ever thanks so much, We didn't have anything else to talk on... I had no one to talk to... Then my computer went away for a year... Even more painful... I did one thing that I regret, I kept wearing that mask and keeping my emotions in... Just a couple of days ago I was talking to my dad for once, he said ''A 13 year old shouldn't have depression''. I was confused, how did he know I was hurting? How will I fix something that is already broken? I just didn't understand how I had depression, I was just being petty and jealous.. Right?
Please don't do it, you don't want to end up like people who were to late. Stop it now before it progresses. I will stand by you and others as well, you don't have to deal with it alone, I promise. PM me if you need to talk because I have a pair of listening ears and 2 dry shoulders that don't mind getting wet. I do these things to help people, people who might end up like me and others... And please don't be that person, don't keep your thoughts in, talk to someone and don't wear that mask... I know it will hurt but you have to listen to me, YOU ARE NOT ALONE!
