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allykardashian

allykardashian

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Sad to say but I am done with this server
I am done pretending I am happy
I am done being so upset because of people on the server
I am done in general.

Reason 1:
More onto why I am leaving. A certain staff member has been talking about me on Instagram and not in a good way. I won't be naming who but tbh you are disgusting. I don't care if I am banned on forums for the third time for speaking out about this. Its like staff have the privilege to have an opinion and people agree and they aren't hated for it but when I or someone else try speaking about something or have an opinion that then takes people to hate the opinion you have but not staffs? Yes you can disagree with me or hate me all you want but im speaking about something that has made me so unhappy, not depressed, UNHAPPY. Now onto other reasons why I am leaving.

Reason 2:
I am done pretending being so happy. In fact I am not happy. I'm in tears all the time because of people yet again on this server. I try so hard to get away but it comes back in my head like an old memory you want to go away or a nightmare that just keeps repeating itself. I first of all would like to say that I am not leaving because I am banned or because I am upset about the server. I am leaving for my own good. I want time for myself and to be most of all myself. I am unhappy with the way MCPZ has changed me. It has made me ignorant and self centred in real life. I have never had time for my friends because I would always be on this server and lost so many friends which I don't want to happen again.

My Apology:
I want to rap this up by saying I am so so so sorry to anyone I was ever rude to on the server. I am so angry at myself for the way I acted towards people just to impress people. It was dumb and disgusting of me. I can't keep pretending I am happy with who I am. And I can't keep pretending that this isn't a problem for me. Being banned on the server is the most tempering thing for me and I want to say thank you to so many people on the server for being there for me, even @SpookyJules She has encouraged me so much throughout my years on the server and I love her so much for that. She was there for me when me and Alan broke up and I am so thankful for that. She has helped me more than my family could ever do. Her advise is amazing and she is so amazing. Thank you all again for the journey on the server but this isn't the last of me. I'll be back around February/March 2018 ready for a new start and ready to slay. Ok not slay but yeah you get me.

Thank you MCPZ ❤​
 
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It is sad that you are leaving, But I wish you good Luck and give you a Hug! See ya! When you want to come back feel free :p
 
bb, I'll miss you a lot. I don't really know you, in fact I tried to avoid anyone who causes trouble but reading this, it wasn't your fault. You genuinely seem like a nice person and I don't know how I'll last here but boy, it's gonna be hard. I do feel like PZ is a ghost, waiting there. We always come back to it no matter what and I just don't know how to leave. Come back though because I'm sure you'd be a great friend, not only to me but the whole community. You do mean a lot to a lot of people here, and that staff member that talks behind your back should get slapped in the face because you don't deserve it. <3
 
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bb, I'll miss you a lot. I don't really know you, in fact I tried to avoid anyone who causes trouble but reading this, it wasn't your fault. You genuinely seem like a nice person and I don't know how I'll last here but boy, it's gonna be hard. I do feel like PZ is a ghost, waiting there. We always come back to it no matter what and I just don't know how to leave. Come back though because I'm sure you'd be a great friend, not only to me but the whole community. You do mean a lot to a lot of people here, and that staff member that talks behind your back should get slapped in the face because you don't deserve it. <3
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aw haris <3 you've always been the greatest person ever and i remember being that dumb no rank that always roleplayed seeing you in main chat, i've always wanted to be friends with you and always will want to. i'll be back though and ready to slay mcpz once again but this time better and less of a drama starter. i'll miss you so much for the 3 or 4 months i'll be gone. ilysm <3<3
 
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allykardashian said:
i remember being that dumb no rank that always roleplayed seeing you in main chat, i've always wanted to be friends with you and always will want to.
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Awh, well when you get back please dm me here <3 ilysmmmm
 
daughter no <3 luv u, i want you to stay but if you think this is best then i wont stop you. Luvu <3
 
hooris said:
Awh, well when you get back please dm me here <3 ilysmmmm
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i will come back maybe a week before i schedule to come back, see you in 3 or 4 months, ily <3
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daughter no <3 luv u, i want you to stay but if you think this is best then i wont stop you. Luvu <3
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i love you so much, i want to stay but its hard when im being put down like some sort of slave. i will be back in 3 or 4 months so it wont be the last of me and this time when i come back i'll be ready to slay mcpz and bring back the joy it needs <3<3
 
allykardashian said:
love you so much, i want to stay but its hard when im being put down like some sort of slave. i will be back in 3 or 4 months so it wont be the last of me and this time when i come back i'll be ready to slay mcpz and bring back the joy it needs 33
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Thank you <3<3 i dont want to have to lose you on here too <3 come back whenever you want <3
 
allykardashian said:
Reason 1:
More onto why I am leaving. A certain staff member has been talking about me on Instagram and not in a good way. I won't be naming who but tbh you are disgusting. I don't care if I am banned on forums for the third time for speaking out about this. Its like staff have the privilege to have an opinion and people agree and they aren't hated for it but when I or someone else try speaking about something or have an opinion that then takes people to hate the opinion you have but not staffs? Yes you can disagree with me or hate me all you want but im speaking about something that has made me so unhappy, not depressed, UNHAPPY. Now onto other reasons why I am leaving.
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and they expect us to be nice to them smh
 
aish,I always thought so different of you, I'm sorry to hear that <3 you have my full support. :)
 
Pingu said:
a staff member disrespects everyone, nobody cares
a player breathes, they get banned
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omgggg exactly. it’s like all the players are too blind to see (no offense players)
 
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