How Much I miss My Twin Brother

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Merp

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(Spoiler before we start this is a true story and not a lie this actually happened to me and i don't want any negativity on this story plz)
I woke up on August 20, 2012 thinking it was just a normal summer day but I had little idea what was yet to come. My mom came in and told me we had to drive my twin brother Josh to the hospital for some test. I was confused and worried for him. He was my twin brother! I cared and loved him so much. He was my other half of me. He made me whole and complete inside. At this time in my life I didn't have many friends because I was shy. But because I had a brother I would always have a friend. We drove to the hospital. My twin Josh went away with a doctor. My mom no matter how hard I begged her to tell me what was going on she would not tell me. I was annoyed and worried for my brother. The doctor came back and took my mom with him while I was stuck in the waiting room. So unfair he was my brother! My mom came back and said I have to tell you something and I was like ok and is everything ok with josh. I was shocked to find out the next words coming out of my moms mother. She said,"Emma, Josh has pancreatic cancer." I froze. I knew pancreatic cancer was the worst and most deadliest cancer. I couldn't stop my tears from falling. I managed to get the words out I want to see him. She nodded and took me back to him. When I saw him I rushed to him and hugged him tight. I told him this,"Your going to be just fine! I'll be here to support you during your treatment." And from then on for those four years thats just what I did. We went through ups and downs. He got to go to disney world April 2016 for his make a wish. We went to all four parks and had a blast and got to see his grandparents after four years. We had a blast we thought everything was going amazingly well. But on July 7, 2016 everything changed. His cancer started to become worse. The doctors told us they could perform a surgery to make him live for at least 3 more months or we could say goodbye to him and let him pass on. It was a hard decision my mom and dad were going to decide to do the surgery but I interrupted. I told them he should be the one to choose. They disagreed but eventually saw my point. We went into his room and asked him. He said I won't do the surgery but I will live as long as you need me to even if I'm not here I live in your heart. I felt tears pour out. He hugged me into a big bear hug. Little did I know in three days he would pass on. But before we left for the night he promised me he will fight and will live at least until our birthday which was July 16 when we will turn 14. On July 10 we woke up early to go see him. We walked in at 8:50 and the doctor was waiting for us with a grim look on his face. He told us he gotten worse in the night and most likely won't make it much longer. He let us go in and see him alive one last time. His last words before his heart stopped beating and living was to me. And he said,"Goodbye are not forever, are not the end; it simple means I'll miss you until we meet again." Then with that he took his last breath and passed on to heaven. I cried and cried I couldn't stop. My twin brother was dead and there was nothing I could have done to stop it. Cancer should get cancer and die. It's not fair. Why did god of all people take him from me, us, the world. Why. I eventually moved on but I will never forget him. I think about him everyday all day. I miss him. But one day we will met again when its my time to join him up in heaven


(Yes this is a true story this is the exact recollection of what happened. I will always miss him but ill be fine <3 and remember always cherish your parents, siblings, other family members, friends. Because you never know when they will be taken from you.)
 
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