Appreciate Life

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  1. Merp

    Merp Legendary Partier Elite+

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    I know i talk about this subject a lot but I feel like we as people always need this reminder, including myself. Just I really want you to appreciate life. It really goes faster then you even think. I often myself think that time is moving so slowly but it isn't. I feel like just yesterday I was staff on here and now i'm not. Time without you realizing goes so fast every single day. When i joined Partyzone I was 13 years old and now in only like 6 days i'll be 17! I honestly can't believe i've been on Partyzone for that long already. My time here has gone by very very quickly.

    I also really want you appreciate life because it is so valuable. As of July 10, 2019, It has been 3 years since my twin brother passed away from cancer. I can't believe i've lived on this earth for 3 full years without my other half. Cause truly, he was my other half and i've had and will have to continue living without my other half. It feels like my heart was split in half. A part of it stayed with me the other part went with him. We never truly know how much time we have left on this earth. We really don't get to decide how long we live or how we go. We do get to decide on what we do with our lives while we have it. We may not live forever but we can create things that will be here forever. I know for me that before I leave this earth I want to leave behind something that will forever leave an impact on this world.

    I as well feel like you need to appreciate life because it is so precious. Whether you know it or not, there are people in this world who have to physically and mentally fight to stay here on earth! To those people who has to fight to stay alive I am so proud of how strong you are! Just know that i'm your biggest supporter and that I am proud of your journey so far! People who have to fight to stay in this world are truly some of the strongest people ever!

    For all those who have moved on from this life and into a peaceful next. Just know we miss and love you all and hope that you have been healed and is in peace. For those who are still in this world, I love you all and I hope that you are making the most out of life.

    The people tagged below are some of the people here who helped teach me to appreciate and value life:
    @jedijoe @Amandq @Nerdehhh @Valiencian @ABennn @Aristest @calico @everyoneinthepartyzonecommunity

    I wanted to tag literally everyone in this community but that would be too much. If I didn't tag you just know that you also helped teach me to appreciate and value life!

    I love everyone in this community so much and I truly hope that life is treating you well! <3
     
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    ABennn Mythic Partier Elite

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    Merp!

    I honestly accept express how much I miss chatting to you almost daily on here. You were (and still are) a source of light in my life and I will never ever forget our friendship. You’re one of my favorite people ever and you taught me so so much, I appreciate you forever and always. <3

    Love seeing this thread, it’s a fantastic reminder. I know I’ve said this many times in the past, but I truly am sorry for what happened to your brother. No one deserves to be taken away at such a young age. You’re doing so good, the fact you’ve made it this far proves how strong of a person you are. Keep it up! <3
     
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    Merp merp!

    I’ve missed you so much, I used to love talking with you on a regular basis and I hope we can do that some more soon. I, again, am so sorry for your loss. No one deserves to go through that. I’m always here for you hon <3
     
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    merp,

    i remember talking to you at close to 12am when i was going through some things. youre super smart and funny, and you always know how to get someone feeling better. your inspirational speeches about how you love us in the staff discord always brightened my day, and i’m glad i could brighten yours too. ily merp!
     
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  5. Jxliee

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    Merp, I love and miss you so much. Your words are inexplicably inspiring and wise beyond your years. You've always aimed to make others happy and remind people of how special their time is here and to value it. You're a true inspiration

    Times have been extremely tough on you, yet you share it and you continue to spread positivity. Your speeches are admirable and truly loved. I miss our chats and your speeches, your endless love and care. We all love you Merp, and we truly appreciate everything you've done and said here

    You're so deserving of infinite love and care as you show to others and no one should ever tell you otherwise ❤
     
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    Gah jeez i just came back and i'm blushing. I miss you so much and you have changed my life in so many ways. you were always the one friend that i could turn too no matter what and i love you and miss you and ahhh
     
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