A feeling I can't shake off

[ZeUnlucky]

I am back here, looking at my following list, and it hurts me that I don't remember anyone except a single person, and it's a feeling of "These people mattered so much to me, why can't I remember any of them?" and I watched some videos I created 10 years ago, and I just don't remember people, except one person who I remember because I had a falling out with her that doesn't sit right with me because of what I've done, and this feeling sucks. I'm an adult that is not over something that has happened in my early teens, which is just a bad feeling. Anyways, hope yall are doing alright, working or studying or whatnot.

 

[Arujann]

I am back here, looking at my following list, and it hurts me that I don't remember anyone except a single person, and it's a feeling of "These people mattered so much to me, why can't I remember any of them?" and I watched some videos I created 10 years ago, and I just don't remember people, except one person who I remember because I had a falling out with her that doesn't sit right with me because of what I've done, and this feeling sucks. I'm an adult that is not over something that has happened in my early teens, which is just a bad feeling. Anyways, hope yall are doing alright, working or studying or whatnot.

Part of getting older is forgetting the people and the lessons that they taught you. Its up to you to remember the life lessons you learned and assimilated to through MCPZ. Going back thru some of my old content, especially as an ex-staff member, I am so confused as to why any of us behaved the way we did and acted as though we had some kind of moral authority over everyone else exclusively
because we were staff/well-known….
Truthfully maybe it is for the best that you are struggling to rememeber the people you had a connection with because from my perspctive, as much as i adored and still do so many of my PZ friends… so many of those friends were in it for themselves.
I hope you are doing as good as you can!!!!