Recent content by PrisonBop

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    I'm glad I was able to bring you some closure. I don't fully remember how close you were with my...

    I'm glad I was able to bring you some closure. I don't fully remember how close you were with my brother, but he would always point out the names in murder of people he respected (both in terms of skill and friendship) and I swear I heard your name every day sometimes.
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    Reliving some of the better moments for him, the times I saw him with the most outright...

    Reliving some of the better moments for him, the times I saw him with the most outright happiness, was something needed, I think.
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    It was somewhat cathartic to write, honestly. I've been working on this pain for a while now...

    It was somewhat cathartic to write, honestly. I've been working on this pain for a while now, but (and I'm sorry if this sounds insensitive) our family knew how this was going to end for a long time. We prepared ourselves; it's just when something appears out of nowhere that drives me deep down...
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    Not prisonbop: check my profile for an explanation

    Not prisonbop: check my profile for an explanation
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    Hi Cat. Congrats on moderator: I remember when you and Ian made friends, and you weren't even a...

    Hi Cat. Congrats on moderator: I remember when you and Ian made friends, and you weren't even a helper yet. What you said about still having a message from him ""hi" and you said "why"" really struck me: I can't imagine him saying anything else. So typical of him it brought tears to my eyes a...
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    Hi Speed. I saw what you'd written on Ian's profile; you were a good friend to him. There was...

    Hi Speed. I saw what you'd written on Ian's profile; you were a good friend to him. There was nothing in this world he loved more than a competition, and you provided that better than anyone else (He even said that, often.) Please read the updates on this profile. thanks
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    tangential way I know a lot of you guys. So please, if you see this, reach out. I would love to...

    tangential way I know a lot of you guys. So please, if you see this, reach out. I would love to talk about anything.
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    I experienced a lot of the drama, the excitement over competitions, and the deep talks over pm...

    I experienced a lot of the drama, the excitement over competitions, and the deep talks over pm right along side him, so in a kind of
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    Watching him play was a lot of my childhood, honestly; I was only thirteen when he received the...

    Watching him play was a lot of my childhood, honestly; I was only thirteen when he received the diagnosis and was frequently bedlocked.
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    I only found this account while going through an old shared email; if any of you have any...

    I only found this account while going through an old shared email; if any of you have any questions, I will continue to watch for new alerts
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    long running competition with Ian, in basically everything they did. All of you meant so much to...

    long running competition with Ian, in basically everything they did. All of you meant so much to him and I hope you truly know that.
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    Even though I have never met any of you, I still know some; I remember him talking about...

    Even though I have never met any of you, I still know some; I remember him talking about RedVelvet and their easter grind, or Speed and his
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    his enjoyment was this server. He loved the people here, and he was deeply prideful of his...

    his enjoyment was this server. He loved the people here, and he was deeply prideful of his Murder skills- I would watch him for hours on it.
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    Ian in his last days was surrounded by people he loved and comfort to make sure he passed as...

    Ian in his last days was surrounded by people he loved and comfort to make sure he passed as easily as it could be. One constant source of
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    Hi, everyone. Before I say anything: I am not Ian. I am his younger brother. I'm sorry if this...

    Hi, everyone. Before I say anything: I am not Ian. I am his younger brother. I'm sorry if this alert makes you think the opposite